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MOTHER SPIRIT NEBADONIA - JULY 26, 2004
Prayer: Mother and Father, the blessings you pour upon us
are beyond our comprehension. We receive these knowing that
your love makes all good things possible in our lives. Help
us to be humble and grateful recipients. Help us to share
your blessings freely with others. Renew our faith as we
strive to attain deeper levels of awareness of your presence.
Amen.
Good evening, my beloved children. This is your Mother Nebadonia
who speaks. The exercise of beaming hopefulness into our
children is one that we will practice for several weeks.
As you build this foundation in yourselves through the practice
of this exercise, you will be opened to a deeper sense of
joy-joy in what is being awakened in you and joy at what
you can do in service to others. This spiritual energy of
hope is very important, as we have shared with you before.
I wish to underscore the significance of this with you as
we take you deeper in the realm of ministering our spirit
to your brothers and sisters. Stay within. Breathe into me.
Fill your lungs with breath. Relax into me. I will fill you
with what you need. Receive this now, my children. (Pause)
Now envision if you will the ground underneath your feet.
Begin to feel it quiver and quake. Notice how unsteadying
this is. Let this feeling of unsteadiness grow. As the unsteadiness
grows, so too, call on me to fill you with hope. (Pause)
Again, as before, breath, relax, and receive. Even though
you may feel some unsteadiness, allow what I need to bring
into you to grow, my children. (Pause)
Find the places within yourselves that are fearful, doubtful;
prone to anxiety. Call me in. Feel how I can instill within
you the hope you need to overshadow any doubts or confusion.
Drink deeply of my Spirit as I move in you. You need this;
you need this now. (Pause)
Doubt not that the conditions on your planet will improve.
Doubt not that the light of truth is growing stronger in
the hearts and minds of all humanity. Doubt not that the
ways of peace and love and mercy will prevail on this world.
Encourage this new dynamic of spiritual vitality through
your hopeful thoughts. See the good that is emerging. See
the beauty in your brothers and sisters as they awaken from
their long slumber. Encourage them through your ability to
give them hope; not with words but with loving gentle thoughts
you send into their hearts.
Now bring your focus into your heart center. Feel any resistance
there that is showing up in your feelings as doubt or confusion.
Worry not about the future. Stay focused only in your heart
and in this moment of my being with you and filling you.
Know that each moment can be lived in me, through me, filled
with what it is you require to calm your emotions, to grow
you in peace. As you focus, invite me to imprint more upon
you what it is that feeds your soul. (Pause)
Many times the human heart becomes weary because this essence
of your Father is very faint. Hope is the joy of knowing
all things are working for a grand and glorious outcome.
In hope there is also a quality that allows you to observe
what is occurring with the eye of acceptance. In knowing
that all things are working according to the Father's plan,
will you come to the understanding that no matter what it
is you see occurring-whether it is in your life or in another
person-there is always something that will arise out of things
that seem to be negative or chaotic. You have seen this in
your own lives, and that it happens in a larger collective
sense is no different. I would wish that you would embrace
this understanding and allow the impression of hope to seed
within you a sense of accepting the conditions of the world
knowing that it is through your efforts: through your hope,
through your love, through your service that things are indeed
working according to plan.
There are many others who are participating in this correcting
plan that we have instituted on this world. The fabric of
love is growing and being woven into the minds and hearts
of all our children. Will you accept what is before you with
hope? Will you allow your brothers and sisters to express
themselves while you are beaming this hope through them and
accept what they say-their feelings and their perspectives-without
judgment and be able to infuse within them this energy of
the awareness that things are getting better? This is a mighty
task that we are asking of you. As I have said, we will build
this foundation of hope within you over these next several
weeks. Again, sense your fears or doubts. Breathe; relax
into me. (Pause)
My children, always look to me for what it is you need to
grow in your Father. Never hesitate to ask: no matter what
time of day, no matter what emotional or mental disposition
you hold, always come and receive my blessings upon you.
And now I would ask you, as we have done in the past, to
envision before you this beautiful world so delicate. You
all know how this planet has been treated by unknowing and
unthinking humans. Ask to pierce through the many layers,
ask for your focus to be in the center of the earth. Ask
for hope to be seeded in this core and we will build this
foundation, as it has already been built and grows. (Pause)
When you participate in these energy-building exercises,
focus on your desire for the peace of your Father to encircle
the world and to go into the very core of the world. What
will build his peace? It is forgiveness. It is understanding.
It is hope. The races, the various cultures, the various
belief systems are all being integrated. There are many areas
of new dialogue and new concepts of building a better social
fabric. Sense your desire for this, allow your feelings of
hope to weave into those new ideas that are in alignment
with the correcting plans for this planet. Fuel them with
your desire. Nurture them with your fervor. Now ask for this
quality of hope to feed the children of this world, especially
the ones who are in abject poverty, in great need.
Your focused efforts are important. They change the thought-energy
of this world; your thoughts have an impact, they make an
impression. What are the impressions of yourself that you
wish to leave upon this world? Again, feel your desire for
hope. Simply ask that these thoughts and feelings leave an
impression wherever we take them, wherever we weave them.
Let them be your contribution. (Pause)
As the awareness of your Father grows on this planet, rest
in the assurance that it is partly because of your efforts.
Know that what you are contributing is meaningful. Never
underestimate the value of what it is that you are doing
through your mindful intention to focus hope and whatever
quality of spirit you wish to impress upon the earth through
your thoughts. I will allow you some time to consider these
ideas. Take them in, let them settle. I will entertain your
questions when you feel so moved to address me. Take your
time, my children. Allow these thoughts and experiences to
settle into you. (Pause)
Student: Does the negative self-talk thoughts I have about
myself affect the world also as well as the positive ones
as you were speaking of earlier?
Nebadonia: Let us just say that it does not do anything
to improve the situation or the condition of the world. Your
mind is operating on certain mental food particles, if you
will. There is a component of false identification with erroneous
beliefs that still feed your, what you consider to be, negative
self-talk. When you so indulge in these negative ideas, you
do not build a new structure in your mind for the positive
ideas and feelings to grow. Therefore, the overall effect
that you would wish to have on a deeper and more substantial
level is not able to manifest.
We understand why it is difficult for you to extricate yourself
from these erroneous ideas. But as we have tried to encourage
you, simply notice this when you sense them. Allow us to
breathe new ideas into you, and for you to experience a deeper
level of awareness that speaks the truth to your mind and
soul who you are as our children. Will you disengage yourself
from these thoughts now, my son, more consistently? It is
not necessary for you to feel diminished as the negative
self-talk emerges in your mind. Simply ask us to give you
something better to consider.
Student: Since I've been coming here a lot of the negative
self-talk has disappeared, but there is still quite a bit
left. I will do as you say. When I notice I'm doing it I
will ask you and Father to get rid of it. I really don't
need it anymore.
Nebadonia: No, it is quite unnecessary! And certainly untrue.
Student: Thank you, Mother. Thank you for your faith in
me and in all of us.
Nebadonia: Breathe in our love, my son. Know we will always
feed you with something delicious and nutritious for your
soul.
Student: I look forward to that. Thank you, Mother.
Student: Mother, is this hope of which we have spoken, similar
or identical to faith or optimism? Are there subtle differences?
It would help to clarify them.
Nebadonia: Certainly optimism is a component of hope. It
is an outlook that is a perspective. Hope is a spiritual
energy and embodiment a dimension of the Father's nature
that is built into the progressive evolutionary growth of
the divine plans on the evolutionary worlds upon which you
live. There must be something in the human heart that nourishes
the idea of gainful growth. As we have addressed in previous
lessons, hope catalyzes faith: the journey to walk in the
unknowing, growing your awareness of who you are in the unfolding
of the divine plan. Hope is a commodity that speaks to you
that always are things working to the greater good. You must
feed upon this; it is every bit as essential as your faith.
All these things work synergistically together. One cannot
be separated from the other as they move and build in you
a great and stable structure. As you desire to live in faith
and grow your faith, so too, allow this hope foundation to
build in you. It will strengthen you, my son, and give you
more stamina and perseverance and a proportion that allows
patience to blossom and steady your growth. Let these words
settle in. Breathe in the meaning as my Spirit moves in you
now. (Pause)
Hope is one of the greatest stabilizing anchors that we
build in you as you grow in your Father. Feel this and know
that it will always be given when you feel doubtful of what
you see before you. (Pause) Be in my peace, my son.
Student: One of the things I am having problems being hopeful
for is my work and earning a living and breaking through
the patterns that I have been entrenched in over my lifetime.
There's a part of me that wants to move on and do other things;
other work to be of service to use the talents and gifts
I have. It's quite frustrating for me to do the work I do.
My body feels frustrated and wants to rest and do other things.
I know we have discussed this before, but it feels even more
poignant right now as I open myself more to the presence
within and around me. Today, I took the whole day off and
my body and being is so refreshed and overjoyed with doing
that. I wish to feel hopeful in this area so I can instill
hope in others similar to how I feel.
Nebadonia: There are times in your life when you feel the
currents of your desires leading you in different directions
from where you had previously engaged your physical, mental
and emotional energies. The habit patterns that you form
are very deep within you. Are you willing for these to be
disrupted now? This is a question you must ask yourself.
Is your sense of routine-the habits you have cultivated over
these last years-interfering with your heart's desires? If
so, are you willing to allow hope to merge with decisions
to move forward in the new life and disrupt you from your
patterns of stability? Only you can answer this, my son.
These are not questions to rush into. Allow the weight and
depth of what it is you are considering to become more conscious
in your mind. You will feel fear in the uncertainty of what
this means. Are you willing to go into this? Only you know
the answer. Will you receive help? Of course you will. Will
you receive hope? You know the answer. The question is: are
you willing to take a chance and exercise more faith? These
are the questions you may ask yourself in the coming days
and weeks. Take your time. Allow your heart's desires to
expose and express themselves to you in a way that you have
not yet allowed them because of some of the other factors
of your physical routine and your perceived material being
to interfere.
You have deep wells of faith and hope and courage and strength
within you, D. How deeply do you want to see them, bring
them forth, use them? We give you these tools; we fill you
with energy. What you make of them is up to you. Feel your
hesitancy. Breathe in my essence.
Student: The hesitancy is I don't know where to begin. What
do I do to initiate this change? I do know in my heart that
change is necessary for me to move forward. I feel my soul
pushing me forward to get go of these restraints that no
longer work for me.
Nebadonia: Who is it that you may ask these questions of?
Does not your Father wish to help you as both your father
and your elder brother? You may pose any question you may
have to him. He will guide you. He will advise you. Take
a few moments and invite him to show you the way. (Pause)
Feel his security around you. Allow your mind to fill with
the awareness that no matter what step you take, you can
always be assured that it will grow and lead you into experiences
of meaning and value that will enrich and enhance your life.
(Pause) He is always with you, my son. You may ask any question
deep in your mind. He will respond. (Pause) Be in my peace,
my son.
Student: Divine Mother, I have a question about how to introduce
my brother to the idea of spirituality. I sense that he is
tired of the materialism and money aspects of life; somehow
realizing that it does not bring joy or happiness. But when
I mention the idea of spirituality or God or guru, he has
a cynical attitude about it, yet I sense he is curious about
how this could possibly make him happy or provide a better
solution of life. Do you have suggestions on how I could
introduce these concepts to him or what I could say to him
to get him more interested? I think his interest is there.
Nebadonia: What we have been encouraging you to do through
these exercises is to engage your mind less and your desire
to serve more through the beaming of love and hope into the
heart center of another individual. It is very difficult
to know the conceptual frame of reference that will stimulate
the human desire to seek God. And you have found this to
be difficult and cumbersome, have you not, my daughter? (Yes)
As his desire increases, do you find that he would naturally
begin to seek out a certain knowledge of some higher ideals
that might satisfy his longing?
Student: He seems very cynical about people's motivations
and the motivations of gurus or spiritual leaders, assuming
that they are there to earn money to make a living for their
continued existence. I think he needs to get past that.
Nebadonia: But that is one dimension. What you can do for
him is to help him to simply tap into the deeper yearning
that he has yet to feel. How could you go about doing this?
Would he be open to allowing you to simply sit in a state
of stillness wherein you can beam our love and hope into
him? You can do this just for a few moments; it does not
have to be for a long period of time. Before you engage with
conversational words, just ask him to sit with you. You could
say to him that you want him to feel the love you have for
him. When he begins to sense this, albeit it might be very
limited or hesitant, still you have planted a seed and from
that point you can water it through your intentions and prayers
and through beaming more love and hope into him.
When the mind is closed due to cynicism or fear, the words
you speak will be very difficult to hear and will meet with
much resistance. But when you simply share your love with
him and tell him that he is important to you, meaningful
in your life, and he feels your love behind those words,
then you can simply sit for a few moments. And in that space
your love can flow, for you will have opened a portal to
receive our love, and from that place it will go from you
into him and will take root. In time his ideas will shift
and soften. Then, if he knows you to be a daughter of God,
he will know whom to seek and ask questions.
Let this idea and experience that you would wish to bring
into him settle into you and give you more groundedness in
sharing our love with him. Feel your brother now. Allow your
heart to open. Simply ask for our love to flow from you and
into him. (Pause) Would you be willing to try this with him
when you next meet?
Student: I actually feel a little shy about doing it, just
right away and I'd like to pray for him for a bit because
I'm not sure about his reception would be. But I would like
to try it after I've prayed about it.
Nebadonia: As you pray, plant these seeds of love within
him as you feel your love and desire to help him. As you
pray, simply allow the heart in your heart to flow from deep
inside of you into him.
Student: Thank you, Mother, I will try that and keep trying
that.
Nebadonia: Each child on this world needs so much love.
When you pray for your brothers and sisters, what you are
essentially doing is asking for the foundation of love to
be built within them. Being in the state of pure desire to
share the love that you have and the love you have received
from us into another person will stimulate them. They may
not consciously feel it, but they will respond in time.
These exercises that we teach you are a way to help you open and become comfortable
in what it is you can do in sharing the love you have received and bringing
it to others. As we have said to you, this level of communication is a form
that is not readily understood or practiced well because it is a spiritual
form of communication. It goes beyond words; it goes underneath the words,
around the words, in between the words you speak.
The energy of love that we bring into you, that we weave
into you, are the threads that you use to weave this into
your brothers and sisters to help their foundation and the
fabric of their mind become strong. The more you feel this
love, the more threads you have available to weave into others.
We bring these to you so you may use them, and one day become
skillful and so adept at them you will know exactly how to
weave them into your brothers and sisters to build the most
beautiful fabric enriching them with so many dimensions of
the Father, so many beautiful threads that will enhance their
decisions, their feelings, their awareness, their understanding.
This is all something you can add into them.
What greater service and joy can there be in life? You are
all beginning to learn this now, and what joy this brings
to us as your parents who watch you, whose hands move with
yours to skillfully weave these threads into our children.
Yes, we will be bringing you many threads to weave. Now again,
feel this beautiful golden thread of hope. Let it encircle
you. Let it become a part of you. Let it move out of you,
out beyond you, growing long, growing strong. And when a
person is presented before you, simply open your heart and
allow our hands to guide you in instilling that in your brothers
and sisters. (Pause)
Ask for what you need each day. Know that we will always
supply what it is you need. Good evening, my children.
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