MOTHER SPIRIT NEBADONIA – JULY 5, 2004
Prayer: Mother, we come before you to have our minds
be opened by your breath. We thank you for making us grow
in your beauty and presence. We crave our Father’s truth.
We crave his light and the grace with which you always us
every moment that we live and breathe. Amen.
My beloved children, this is your Mother Nebadonia who greets
you. Expand yourselves into the fullness of my breath. My
life force is moving through now, and should you wish to receive
more of me, relax into your breathing, open yourselves, and
let me move through you slowly, deliberately. You will feel
more of me when you breathe in this slow and focused manner.
Slow yourselves down by breathing into me. Let me pace you
in a different manner of living that is more conducive to
living in your Father’s truth and revealing our love
to our children. (Pause)
That you have resistance in your will is not as important
as is your desire to be more fully enveloped in my breath.
Slowly and surely will your will soften into me. You will
become as little lambs as being led by your Father following
along trustingly, innocently to where it is we wish to take
you. Enjoy this period of deep relaxation, inner quiet, and
rest. Rest in the softness of my embrace moving slowly through
each one of you. (Pause)
Slowly are your minds being freed from a great distortion
of perception. Slowly is your will yielding to that of your
inner Father Fragments. Slowly are your yearnings becoming
more spiritized, less materially oriented. Slowly are you
learning to love with greater empathy, compassion, and less
self-interest. We have watched how you judge yourselves as
you undergo this pivotal time in your transformation quest
to achieve more Father consciousness. As we discussed last
week, it is time for you to leave the judgments behind you
now. You will always find there are times to understand and
to use comparative and contrastive standards. But when we
witness you judging yourselves and one another, how can we
as your parents want you to continue to do this to yourselves
when you know yourself how inimical this is to your spiritual
health?
Go now into the place of judgment you have pronounced upon
yourselves. Simply acknowledge that it is there. Ask your
Father and me to move in you and give you other ideas to consider,
other perspectives to view your own identity and that of others.
Let us move in you, my children. Let us free you from these
harmful poisonous judgments. (Pause)
Now bring to me in your mind, silently, the difficulty you
have in letting go of these judgment patterns. Do not focus
on the reason for the judgments. Simply focus on the reality
that they are there. They are in some ways still quite disguised
in your thinking. Ask me to quell the stream of judgment in
your mind and give you a perspective that mirrors how your
Father was able to look at all humanity from the higher vantage
point while he walked on this earth as your human brother
Jesus. He is the one to come to in your times of judgment.
He is the voice of counsel when you wish to see others in
a new light. His is the spiritual fragrance exude when you
wish to engage with your fellows as you beam his love into
them. Pick an individual who has been particularly difficult
for you to understand, respect, and fraternize with. Call
on me to work in you, and then call on Michael as your brother
Jesus to show you how to perceive this individual whom you
know is a beautiful child of God. (Pause)
Why would you want anything less than the most pure and simple
and sweet love to mutually co-exist between the two of you?
Could it be the interest in your own self-justification for
you to keep the defenses of judgment barricading your position
of assessment? My children, let me in. I will release you
from this soul burden. It does not serve you at all. It is
one of the most harmful poisons that you can inflict upon
yourselves and others. Let it go. Let it go. Let it go. (Pause)
The contrastive part of your inner life will always be a
part of your mental acumen as you grow in wisdom attainment.
Discerning deeper meanings into universe facts is a delight
of the keen and flexible intellectual mind. But while these
may apply to universe reality – factual knowledge –
what good does it serve you when it is used to judge another
person: who they are, how they behave, what they say, how
they respond to you? Too often the human intellect is relegated
to playing these assessment games with one another, and too
little time spent on the deeper evaluation of universe facts
to glean new meanings to deepen one’s insight into true
cosmic understanding.
Is this now not time for you to move from these perceptions
of others into a deeper scrutiny into what is real and what
is of lasting value? And yet we understand the reasons and
the ramifications of your judgments and the patterns with
which you have been held in check. Now it is time to let them
go, to allow us into your mind so that you can serve and minister
our love to your brethren with more open heartedness, deeper
gladness, expansive fervor, and reverent sincerity. I know
you all want this.
Let not the pain that you feel that you have not perfected
this deter you from allowing us to help you overcome this.
Simply allow my breath to open your heart and take away the
years of painful separation that you have felt in your relationships
with one another because of these biting judgments that helped
keep your distance from us and from your universe siblings.
To be full conduits of our love, these will be completely
and finally removed from you. We will help you overcome each
and every one of them, no matter how petty or insignificant
they may seem. (Pause)
As we take you into the realm of service to minister our
love into your starving brethren will the harmonics of your
fraternization with them become more apparent to you. You
will feel more attuned to another person. You will sense their
inner turmoil and intuitively know how to minister our love
into them. Recall the times when your brother Jesus was able
to feel the individual and know how to respond to them.
This is what we would invite you to explore with us so that
these individuals will feel the safety of your presence around
them and be comforted by the feeling you exude so they can
unburden their souls to you while you patiently and compassionately
and reverently listen to them. You will learn to minister
less with words and to turn your ear inward and to hear them.
Hear them. Hear them for who they are. Feel them for who they
are. And then touch them with our love. And I know that this
is all of your hearts’ desires, my children. (Pause)
Let us move in you once again. Let us expand you. Allow me
to deepen your commitment to serve your brethren in this way.
You will gain a great ease and simplicity in this life of
service. In order to feel this ease all of the judgments and
defenses around you must be made as if they were never there
for the full measure of our love to move through your heart
and reverberate deep within your soul. (Pause)
You are the carrier’s of Michael’s love to this
planet. You carry this infectious virus of love that you will
spread so sweetly and joyfully. The seeds are planted; the
breath of life carries them through the currents that you
build in your relationships with others. Spread them. Share
them. Anchor yourselves in us. Make yourselves available to
us. (Pause) I will address your questions when you are ready
to speak.
Student: Mother, I recently have been able to understand
your lesson about judgment for myself as pre-judgment or prejudice.
Realizing for me it tended most of my life to create categories
that are very instantaneous and all pervasive, so that when
I encountered people I would automatically and carelessly
categorize them in terms of beauty or not so beautiful, handsomeness,
sexuality, or not so attractive, intellectual stereotypes.
I think this formed a screen or filter for self-protection
from being overwhelmed by the sheer uniqueness of each person
and that I didn’t realize in doing so I was just encountering
myself and my own filter.
My personal teacher has been graciously teaching me how to
be open; not to fear being overwhelmed and leads directly
to a real perception of the enormous beauty in each person’s
uniqueness, and all through that an enormous appreciation
of God’s creativity. It was especially delightful yesterday
in walking through an enormous crowd of people waiting for
the fireworks to begin and marveling at the thousands of unique
beings all around me. Thank you for these lessons. I give
my gratitude to my teacher for giving me ways to be open.
Nebadonia: You have found a key to a very firmly locked door,
my son. Now that you have opened it will you enjoy immensely
the beauty before you in the lives of your brothers and sisters.
And you will notice in time that the interests you had in
things will yield to deeper interest in others and how they
live, how they express themselves as either a conscious or
not yet fully awakened child of God. You will have much delight
and come to cherish these experiences with them. Enjoy these
times, my son, especially here in the life in the flesh when
your opportunities for service are so greatly magnified on
this world of great need. Be in my peace and share this freely
with others, my son.
Student: This lesson on judgment seems to be about self-monitoring
and how I use judgment to perceive my status and measurement
against myself and others. Through that perception then comes
a “to do” list of sorts: not good here, need to
do this; need better perception here, should do this. I see
that this structure of functioning needs to come crashing
down in order to replaced by a new way and structure. There
are elements at work that keep me in this. I know it’s
my choice about how I keep myself here. But if there is something
you can offer so I can consciously step out of that besides
what’s been happening lately in identifying the judgment.
Is there another step I can take? Another list for my to do
list?
Nebadonia: My daughter, have you not already enough on your
list? This is part of the difficulty you are undergoing as
you continually add more things for yourself to do rather
than take away things and to keep it more simple and less
straining on your mental capacities. Do you not see that this
is part of your judgment: if I do one more thing, perhaps
this will be the one to help me? Do you not see this as a
form of judgment? (No, I don’t.) Do you now see this
as a form of judgment? (Not really, no.) Are you not evaluating
one method of trying to overcome your difficulties against
another, comparing and contrasting techniques or suggestions?
Think about this, my daughter. Think about this as these words
impress upon you. (Pause)
The contrastive analysis that you employ to gain more spiritual
insight detracts you from the sheer joy of desiring to do
the Father’s will. Simply be in your desire to do the
Father’s will as freely and joyfully as you can. Experience
it in this point of your development, and ask me to enhance
that. (Pause)
D, my daughter, I am here to free you from these limitations
and burdens you have placed upon yourself. Question not the
effectiveness of what your mind must engage in thinking as
my Spirit moves within you. Simply ask for me as your Mother
to open you to express our love for you. (Pause)
The baby does not ask her loving parents for a thought or
technique that will bring her their love. She simply lies
in their arms and waits and allows herself to experience.
You will wait. You will wait. You will learn to wait until
you feel us. But you will feel us, and you will know that
your mind has shifted perceptions. In time you will see that
this is, if you were to use the word technique, a far better
one than you have used before. (Pause) Let the desire of your
heart outweigh the tendency to find more steps to add to your
spiritual journey. Come back to the embrace of our arms. Lie
in us through your simple desire. We will move in you, daughter,
as you gain more access to our peace. Be at rest now as much
as you can in your mind and body. (Pause)
All of you are precious, valuable children. Your presence
on this planet is meaningful, and your experiences bring a
deeper texture and vibrancy the growth of new cosmic expressions
of love in the universe. You have not been able to see yourselves
with these eyes because of the various impediments placed
upon your bodies and minds and energetic systems by the planetary
rebellion. While it is difficult for you to overcome these
without spiritual help, nonetheless it is time now to recognize
that this is an important part of your growth: to outgrow
or step out of the judgments and to look at the world with
fresh and innocent and trusting eyes and to see your brothers
and sisters as innocent children who have gotten extremely
damaged as you have been by the ills that have befallen this
world.
Can you continue to look at yourself through these eyes of
judgment? Well, of course you can! The question now is why
would you when you know there are other options and other
perspectives available to you? That you can only partially
glimpse yourself through our eyes is acceptable. But choose
this each day, children. Choose this each and every moment
if you can to see yourself and your brothers and sisters through
our eyes.
Your Father is here and will address you in a few moments
as I take my leave. Breathe in me always, and you will yield
to the higher leadings of Spirit in your mind. You will change
from the eyes of judgments to the perceptions of acceptance
and compassion, and wield your Father’s love with more
power and grace and joy and fulfillment. Good evening, my
beloved children.
Greetings, my children, I am your Father Michael. This evening
your Mother has made a deep impression upon your minds. I
would bring you the glad tidings to help you feel the joy
more deeply of seeing your brothers and sisters with a clear
and open heart, without the specter of judgment placed upon
it. As you have come into me as the desire for service increases,
you will want this more and more: to serve with the attitude
and ideas of open acceptance for all. Let my truth of the
beauty and goodness of each child of this world prevail in
your hearts and minds. Doubt not the validity of this experience
can be carried with you each day. Doubt not that your capacity
to perceive me and to carry my love into these individuals
will grow each day the more you practice this. See yourselves
more and more as my ministers. Concern yourselves less with
your own individual lives.
Let these words now come into your mind and separate you
from worry and anxiety, confusion and doubt, and bring you
into more into the fullness of my watch-care and the freedom
that you gain from this. Let this be your year of true independence,
my children. Expand your liberty from the chains of darkness
and error: self-regret, pity, and the crushing defeatist blows
of judgment. Call me in. I will separate you and build more
of myself deep within your being. (Pause)
I am Michael. I am the sovereign of this universe. I am your
Creator-Father. He and she who have life in me are truly free.
Good evening.
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