CHRIST MICHAEL – MAY 17, 2004
Prayer: Mother and Father, we welcome your presence this
evening with open hearts. We ask to be led into a deeper experience
with you to receive more of you in our minds and our bodies,
and to feel your imprint of love echo through our beings.
We offer ourselves to you for greater healing and to become
more brilliant lights to your children in need and to serve
them with greater love and compassion through your grace.
My peace is upon you. Good evening, I am your Father. This
is Michael. Tonight because of the intimacy of the group I
will draw you into my being and will imprint myself upon you
a boundless affection that will swell your hearts to new heights.
Simply invite me into your heart center, and your Mother and
I will stir in you. (Pause)
What greater need have you than this, my children, than to
feel me so deeply within your being that you feel the hunger
pangs when you do not receive this? And so, I am here. Let
me vibrate and reverberate within you into the depths of your
very core. Call me into the core of your being. Receive me
in your deepest cellular and energetic places. (Pause)
When you give yourselves to me in this way you are giving
me access into your mind, and your Mother has room to create
those impressions of my truth upon it that will feed you with
what you need – the living word of me. I am your truth.
I am your source. (Pause)
In acknowledging this deep within your core, you are setting
up a chain reaction for the error to eventually echo out of
your being. You were not meant to maintain this darkness within
your being. You are all becoming familiar now with that which
must be encoded in you to free you from all of this darkness
from the years of rebellion and evolutionary misalignment
with the Father’s will. The years have been hard on
your bodies; thoughts have waged a great war within your minds.
I am your peace. I am your salvation. So you must never hesitate
to come to me, my children, and to receive that which your
body craves so beyond your mental capacity to understand at
this time. I am what you need every moment. Your Mother fills
you with me each time you remember to breathe in my presence.
And I know that each of you wants this, and you recognize
this, and yet you struggle with your doubts and with the way
your minds streams in thought and feeling, seemingly chaotic
at times, but nevertheless your desire is strong. Find now
your desire for your mind to be more stabilized in me and
for the circuitry in your mind to become less erratic, less
anxious, less disjointed in the way your thoughts progress.
Call me into those mindal streams that still cause you much
anxiety, and your Mother will inlay my peace and weave deeper
impressions upon it. (Pause)
My children, you only have to ask. You will always receive
me. Even though it still may be at times imperceptible to
you, never hesitate to ask. For my presence in you will grow,
and in time you will know I am there in you every moment.
There is no separation. There can never be. I am your Father.
I will be with you for a very long time to come. Get used
to asking to receive me. Get used to asking your Mother to
fill you with me. Get used to asking for everything you need.
She will fill you with me. I am everything you need. (Pause)
The years have not been kind to your bodies in perceiving
me. You have been, for the most part, cut off from my love.
The absence of your Mother’s presence on this planet
has left perceiving me to a dedicated few who were able to
spend time in the stilled state of mind receiving me. And
yet now is the time when my presence is being reconnected
in all humanity through the restoration of multiple spiritual
circuits where people are able to connect to the higher pulsations
of my truth, even though they may not yet recognize me who
it is they are receiving. So I ask you, as you receive me,
to become so familiar with my presence in you that you will
easily be able to share me with others. Not with words, but
with your intention and with your dedicated practice of feeding
me to my children through your focus in listening to them
and beaming my love into their hearts.
We have taken you on this road of compassionate understanding
and forgiveness. We deem it now important that you begin to
learn how to feed me to your needy brothers and sisters. Find
a person in your mind’s eye who you feel is in spiritual
pain. When you see this person or sense this person as best
as you can, simply ask me to install my love in the place
where that person is hurting the most, and allow what happens
next to come to pass. (Pause)
The healing of my children, each and every one, is of vital
importance now. How much of me do you wish to instill in your
brothers and sisters silently, without recognition or acclaim,
just in the simple service and joy of knowing how much good
you can do no matter who it is that comes before you? We will
teach you how to minister to your brethren. Are you all willing
to do this now, my sons? (Yes)
Stay within and ask for my Spirit to wrap around all of the
pain in the individual before you and wait. (Pause) I know
the secrets of men’s souls. What you do in inviting
me in is to place my love deep within those places of darkness.
The world’s judgments and resentments, condemnation
and misunderstanding only add fuel to the fire in these hurting
individuals. My love is the balms that softens and soothes
and makes it safe for an individual to allow the light of
truth to shine upon it. Never hesitate to build my love in
your brethren – never! Never. How much good can you
do in one day when you do this? It will be immeasurable.
As your desire for service grows, so will new venues to allow
my love to fill another individual open and present itself
for you to use. You will find this new level of service to
be very stabilizing in your own emotional equilibrium, and
very softening of the mental agitation that you experience.
Serving others has a compound effect of serving you as the
one who gives as well as serving the one who receives. Let
this idea settle now into your minds: when I serve I also
receive. Thus completes the circle of love. But let your desire
to serve be first and foremost, my children. Look not to what
you will receive for yourself; you will always receive when
you give. It is this simple. Let the joy you wish to experience
be in the free sharing of everything that I give to you and
through you through the movement of your Mother through you.
Let this be your joy, let this be your passion, let this be
your commitment. Let this settle into you more deeply now.
What does it take to be a steadfast server to all? A strong
and purified desire. Where does your desire lie now, my children?
In wanting more of me, is it for yourself, or is it also for
your brethren? Look at this now in your mind. Ask that your
desire to serve begin to swell more within you, building new
places of interest in you. (Pause) Feel the desire you have
for your brothers and sisters to come to know me, to feel
my love for them. Let your Mother and me stir in you now,
deepening your desire to serve. (Pause)
The days are coming when the cries of woe in humanity’s
hearts will pierce even louder amidst the clamor of modern
turmoil. How can they hear the words of love when their hearts
are so full of pain? This is precisely why you will need to
minister to them without words, but with the simple application
of my love through your intention to beam my love into their
hearts. Will you do this for me, my children? Will you bring
me to my children, leading them to the great comfort that
they need? (Pause)
It has been said: he who is among who would be great, let
him be the server of all. And this time in the life of this
planet is such that it calls for greatness and nobility in
the human heart, and you all have it within you to be great
workers in the field of spiritual harvest. Each of you has
every capacity deep within you. Will you let this come forth?
Will you let your light shine? Will you let my love be beamed
to that person who is before you? Simply loving them, that
is all. I will leave you to ponder these words for a time,
and allow this experience of this evening to settle in. I
will address your comments and questions when you are ready
to speak to me. Take your time and allow what has been shared
with you to move in you. (Pause)
Student: Michael, when you say come to you, does that mean
in prayer, in stillness, when I’m driving the car, walking
down the street, just doing normal everyday things? I’m
not clear on that aspect of it.
Michael: Yes, my son, it is all of the above. It is simply
turning your attention to me, no matter what you are engaged
in; whether you are in a prayerful state or very actively
engaged in an activity. Simply turn your attention to me and
ask for me to fill you. It is this simple.
Student: But would I visualize you as the pictures I’ve
seen as Jesus. Do I need to do that?
Michael: You simply ask for me as your Father to grow myself
in you, and open yourself up for your Mother by simply telling
her you are ready to build me inside of you. It is this simple,
Student: Thank you, Michael. I will do that. Thank you also
for the gift of yourself you give to all of us and to this
world, and that we are able to participate in the healing
of this world.
Michael: There are many souls that need me. Prepare yourself
now, my son. Make yourself strong. Make yourself whole through
regular requests to me to come into you. You can never ask
too many times. If you have to say it sixty times an hour
that is not too much. Your mind needs to be trained in a new
way of thinking. I am your food. Your Mother will open your
mind and stabilize your processes in me. How could you possibly
ask too many times for this during the day? It is not possible
at your particular state of development. All you have to do
is simply – what is the word, my son?
Student: Just ask.
Michael: Yes, but the word I am asking you to use is: remember!
Student: Remember, yes! I will remember.
Michael: This becomes a big challenge in the activities of
the day, does it not? (Yes) And so I say this to you with
lightheartedness and cheerfulness to encourage you to find
innovative ways to remember to ask for me to come into you
and build myself in you. Your circuitry that carries your
Spirit of Truth, which is your connection to me, still needs
strengthening, and yet by your simple act of remembrance does
draw more of myself through that circuit to perceive me. Settle
now in your heart center, and once again using what I have
just shared with you this evening, draw me into you and ask
that the frequency of your remember increases. Do this now
as your Mother and I move in you. (Pause) And be in my peace.
Student: Thank you, Michael. Remembering will become a joy
instead of a burden.
Student: Michael, I’d like to thank you so much for
the Teaching Mission, and very especially for my teachers:
dearly beloved Welmek and now my own dear spiritual brother.
Once again I feel I’m being wonderfully transformed
in really deep ways of understanding the kind of being I am
and what I’m capable of doing in this realm of service.
This fact that we can help seems so strange because in one
way it’s so marvelous that it gives me a feeling of
Paradise being a time or place where everyone is pulling for
everyone else. And just this feeling of being needed and having
good work to do – it’s just wonderful! Thank you
so much for my teachers; what they have given me just goes
Michael: I receive your words of appreciation, my son. I
know the depth of gratitude in your heart. Your teachers are
moved with your words and feelings. As we witness one by one
the awakening of long-slumbering souls on Urantia all of us
rejoice at what is transpiring now. Even though there are
still hard times to come, the celebration of these awakening
souls creates the momentum for more truth to inhabit the planet
and to free it from its woeful past.
And that we have asked you now to feed more of this truth
into your hungry brothers and sisters will take you to a new
level of universe status as you recognize with joyful wonderment
how much good you can do and how your efforts are well cherished
and prized, and that you are just still in those first phases
of comprehension of this with all of the rush of feelings
that you experience is a delight for us to witness and for
you to enjoy for a long time to come. Yes, this time of implanting
me into my children will be sometimes challenging when you
hear the words a person speaks. But never let that deafen
you to need in their heart. Ask to hear the cry within and
that will give you greater compassion and yearning to bring
me into them.
How much love and how many thrills can you have in a day,
the thrill of service, the thrill of bringing me into one
of my children? Well, that is up to you. Practice each day
as much as you can and you will at some point go out and actually
want to beam me into every individual you meet just by simply
walking down the street. And it will be a memorable occasion
and you will actually feel and sense me going into another
individual, even though they may not know. You and I will
know what good has been sown into them. And that is what you
are embarking upon now, my son.
Student: Thank you for that promise. I was asking in my heart
for that very thing so I feel in some ways I’ve been
so blessed. I have known so little suffering in my own life.
Thank you for the opportunity to help others.
Michael: The promise is sealed with your commitment, and
surely it will come to pass. Be in my peace, my son.
Student: Michael, I feel your presence deeply at this moment.
As I open myself to experience the will of our Father over
the past few days I have been focusing on the idea of self-forgetfulness
and releasing my hold of things in my life and in my environment.
I went through a deep healing and release the other night.
In this idea of self-forgetfulness and opening up to the Father’s
will and to be joyful is our natural state of being on this
planet, there seems to be lightness in myself and in my home,
a deeper sense of harmony. I do know there will be challenges,
but the more I release my hold on things and allow your truth,
wisdom, love, joy, and harmony the more I’m able to
let things flow and resolve in their own place and time. I
have been focusing on the idea that God is the only reality
and I desire a greater understanding and impressioning of
that idea because I feel I’m constantly experiencing
the finite rubbing against the infinite. I wish to allow the
infinite to take over so I can be there for others in the
purest form of compassion, love, and service. It’s so
much better this way, so much more real, full, alive and nurturing.
Michael: Surely the prayers of your heart have been answered,
my son. Surely that which you wish to come to pass is unfolding
as we speak. And as your desire and commitment is strong,
and you have seen the fruits of the spirit multiply in your
life, you know the path you are on is true and will lead you
to everything that you desire. But as the finite yields to
the infinite, be ever mindful of my presence within you that
fills you with the quality of infinity that will overshadow
the finite and render it translucently beautiful for more
love to reverberate in every thought, every word, and every
The beauty that pours forth from this exchange of me over
the finite you will yield more sweetness and light into everything
that surrounds you. The magnetizing effect of this is highly
attractive to your brothers and sisters. And you will not
need to do very much to radiate this because you will be this
radiance and people will respond. And you have already seen
evidence of this many times over in your life. I ask you:
are you ready to see this even many more times now? And I
do know what your answer is.
The times to perform these acts of healing for my children,
your brothers and sisters, is now. Each of you has been prepared,
and each of you can do much good throughout your way. While
I have addressed these comments to your brother D, and all
of the comments I have spoken to each of you, apply to one
and all for the application of my love is universal, and what
you grow as you share this comes more beautifully recognizable
in the universe and grows your soul so luminously large that
all who see you will celebrate your beauty.
D, you are standing the brink of a glorious future of service
in sharing my love with your brethren. Simply relax and enjoy
this phase. Your commitment is moving you into this. Let your
day become more effortless now by simply being. Yes, you will
still feel the finite rubbing against the infinite as you
qualify it. But is this not all a part of the joy in becoming
and seeing how the hand of the Creator works within you? Enjoy
these times of becoming. One day this finite struggle will
be over and it will seem to be nostalgic in a way because
you will know what it took to get there and you will enjoy
the moments that you had in becoming. And you can enjoy them
now because with each conscious recognition that you are becoming
God-like, is that not cause for celebration in and of itself?
So the joy can be perpetual and will lead you into heights
of worship where you will only expand the capacity for more
As you chart this course in becoming, see the beauty in the
finite as it has the potential to draw the infinite into it
and explode into a new realization of the Father in Paradise.
Let this idea now settle into your mind as I sew you into
my peace, my son. (Pause)
Beloved children, I gather you around me to take you into
the fields ripe with the fruits of the harvest. Your brothers
and sisters are ready. They are ready to receive me. The words
you speak are so much less important than the feelings you
convey. All you need to do is to beam my love into them as
much as you can. And we will bring my children home where
they are safe and loved. Good evening.
Message from Mother Spirit Nebadonia, received May 13, 2004
during a T/R training session
Beloved children, this is your Mother Nebadonia who speaks.
The gift (personal teachers) that has been given to you will
augment your spiritual perception in time and bring greater
harmony into you with the resonance to settle in and become
familiar. You are applauded for your steps of faith in allowing
this to occur. There are still many on this world who would
never even entertain the idea of higher help being so readily
available, so that you have endeavored to open yourself up
to this level of communication is a punctuation of your faith.
Your faith grows, and you enhance it by simply allowing that
which occurs in you to continue without judgment and reservation
or hesitation and questioning what does this mean. All things
will be known in time.
Invite me into your being now so I may upstep your harmonic
resonance and give your teachers greater access to your mind
to further guide you, comfort you, and move you close to us
each day. Receive me now. (Pause)
That which you ask for, in faith and sincerity, will surely
be given to you. Be patient as you allow this new level of
communication to establish new mindal connections. Once these
connections are firmly in place you will have less doubt about
the validity of what you are receiving and experiencing. There
is no limit as to how your minds can expand. I ask you to
no longer limit yourself because you see yourself as imperfect
beings. How much can your mind expand? It is infinite. As
my mind is contained within the parameters of the local universe,
so will one day outgrow me and venture out into the large
field where the boundaries stagger your imagination as you
grow and achieve eternally and infinitely.
You are tasting these first bursts of expansion here and
now. You have only just begun! My beautiful children, how
it pleases me to see you awake now and consciously striving
for this. I will expand your mind each time you come to me
and ask for more. You and I will have a very long, satisfying
relationship – deeply satisfying – so that as
the time approaches when you ready to venture out into the
larger universe, you will have every need for me gratified
and that of your Father. So let us grow you. Let yourself
use the help available to you and you will enjoy this sojourn
on Urantia so immensely, and the service times you engage
in will be heart-felt universe memories which you take with
you on the long Paradise ascent to keep close to your heart
as a precious treasure. Good evening, beloved ones. Sleep
in my love this evening.