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NEBADONIA – JANUARY 5, 2004
Prayer: Our beloved heavenly Parents, we ask that you prepare
our minds to receive you. We center our thoughts on the healing
of our planet, and we ask for your Spirit to infuse us with
that spiritual energy to be poured over the Earth for its
healing and upliftment. We ask that you open channels within
us that are blocked from receiving the full outpouring of
your love so that we may in turn share with our brothers and
sisters as we focus our thoughts on their healing. We are
your instruments, and we do this with glad hearts in loving
service and devotion to you. Amen.
Good evening, my children. I bring you the greetings of your
Father in celebrating this new season of life on Urantia.
This is your Mother Nebadonia who greets you.
Envision the world before your eyes. This delicate jewel
suspended in the tendrils of the energy patterns of the solar
system lies in wait to receive the massive outpouring of spiritual
current that will uplift this world into a new dimensional
reality of light and life. Do you love this world? Do you
sense your attachment to it – this place you have known
as home, much taken for granted because this is the only world
and only reality you have ever known. As you center yourselves
on your intention to heal the planet this evening, also ask
to sense more deeply the love you have for this world. Step
outside of the idea that this world is all you know and step
into the idea of a vigorous loving devotion to your attachment
to this world. Stay focused within as your Father and I add
ourselves into you now. (Pause)
Tonight I will take you deeper into the energetic core of
the earth and your awareness of it. As you sense your love
and devotion to this world, see how your feet are firmly planted
on the surface. And now, call on my Spirit to move through
you to send these energy roots of your feet down into the
earth – down deep into the energetic core where your
Father is established. Let this core pulse and send up a new
reality of this world into your being. Focus on feeling your
feet planted on the earth, and we will engage in this exercise
now. (Pause)
Feel your connection with Michael pulsating his love into
you from the core. Feel his love for this world coursing into
you – his understanding of this world, his thorough
personal intimate knowledge of this world coursing into you.
You have access to all of this, my children. Let this be instilled
within you very deeply. (Pause)
Ask yourself this question: Do I feel more love and devotion
to the planet now than when we first began this exercise?
Allow this devotion to increasingly expand within your being.
Michael is the soul of this world. He is its heartbeat. His
truth is the soul of the planet. It is the core. It is the
center. This is the true seed reality upon which your own
devotion to him and to this world is added. In time, as others
awaken to his reality will their devotion be added into this
soul core. (Pause)
Gently shift your awareness to your desire for the world
to feel this level of devotion to the planet; to being aware
of the intrinsic value of the beauty of this world, the delicacy
of this world. There is a prevailing attitude of disregard
for the planet’s welfare. The natural resources have
been plundered and squandered about. The beauty of the planet
has been mired and polluted. Feel your desire commingle with
Michael’s love and devotion to this world. Ask for this
energy that you are sensing to go into those attitudes of
blatant disrespect for the planet to absorb the neglect of
its unthinking children. Your Father and I will add something
into this. (Pause)
Ask for my tenderness in caring for the planet to pour forth
over these attitudes of disregard and disrespect. (Pause)
Ask for the prevailing mentality of those multi-national companies
who now are in great powerful positions to plunder the earth’s
resources to have their ideologies reversed and directionized
in the truth of the tenderness and respect for the earth it
is due. (Pause) Ask for the love of the earth to overshadow
their intentions of their operations and their management.
(Pause)
As you delve into this thought-form of the prevailing attitude
of these organizations, ask for the awareness of Michael’s
truth to come into your mind and to generate that enlivened
energy. Ask for the roots of these corporations be opened
up through my Spirit and to touch into the energetic truth-core
of Michael at the very center of the earth. (Pause)
Ask for the foundations of greed, corruption, and self-interest
to be forgiven, and for a new level of devotion and love to
breathe new life into a place of deep darkness and destruction.
(Pause) And now ask for Michael’s truth to move up from
the core to the very roots and foundations of these organizations
and attitudes. (Pause)
My children, I thank you for your participation this evening.
Your Father and I desire that your efforts as planetary healers
continue in the coming week. Should you not remember this
exercise very well, return to the idea that we planted into
you last week of finding your desire to be a planetary healer
and allowing Michael’s truth to be firmly implanted
in the core of this earth so that it may in time permeate
all aspects of planetary life. You are all valiant workers
in the field, and now your efforts are needed more than ever
as new potentials of growth are being seeded all over the
world. It is now time to water these seeds with your prayers
and love so that these seeds can grow to healthy, prosperous
fruits that will give the world new resources of ideas and
materials to share with one another.
Stay strong in your focus and commitment as this planetary
healer. There is nothing more important than you can be doing
with your time than this, my children. Now is the time to
reclaim this planet in the name of Michael and his truth.
We have asked certain things of you. But I say to you, none
is more important than this for you to do in your outward
life. The time spent in stillness communion with the Father
still underscores the growth in your spirit that you must
achieve as this healthy developing child of the Father. But
as you have sensed that your growth is well-underway, focus
more now on your role as this healer, for this exercises your
faith and it stabilizes your mind as the spirit current running
through it expands and gives more presence of us, more staying
power in the present. Let these words I speak to you now settle
into your mind. Ask for your Father’s truth-light to
embellish them and go deep into your being. (Pause) When you
are ready I will address your comments and questions regarding
this evening’s exercise and instruction.
Student: Mother Nebadonia, I would first like to say thank
you for your belief in us – that we can be part of this
tremendous task of bringing this type of healing to the planet.
It would seem to me that it would take legions upon legions
of men and women of this intent to heal the planet, to have
an effect on the backwardness that we have here now. So I
am amazed that you have such belief in us that we can actually
be effective in this type of healing, and I thank you for
that.
Nebadonia: R, my son, I am very glad you have raised this
idea with me this evening. First and foremost, this is not
a belief we have in you. It is a fact of your connection with
us that renders your mind a suitable vehicle for our healing
to pour through this when it is properly aligned. It merely
is. It is a conduit for our healing. But you have rightly
ascertained that it would take a certain number of such highly
spiritized minds that would shift the planet to what you might
consider to be utopian ideals. But it is growing. There is
more interest in praying on the planet. There is more interest
in praying for the healing of the planet by your brothers
and sisters. And regardless of their level of development,
the spirit current within that is augmented when the sincere
desire and motivation for healing is present.
And there are legions upon legions of angels who are now
implementing those changes in the thought reformulation that
underscores change. The more people who pray, the more people
who are motivated to serve in this capacity will bring change
about in a healthy and productive way. The overall growth
of these ideas of prayerful healing is one that will geometrically
grow as more people see the ideas shared out in the world
through your various forms of communication. There are numerous
groups sharing their prayerful intentions with one another
to heal the planet. Through your Internet connections is this
information shared. This is one tool that you can use in the
physical realm to share these ideas and to stimulate the human
heart and desire to do this.
So it is important that you recognize the significance of
what you are doing even though the overall prevailing energies
are still, in your awareness, holding sway over Urantia. I
say to you, my children, this is not so. This is a time of
great change. Stay strong and stay focused. And know that
any time you have the slightest intention to heal there will
be numerous spiritual agencies there to augment your desires.
So it is we who thank you for your awakening and your acquiescence
to heal your world – this gem, this beautiful jewel
which is so precious to Michael.
Student: Mother, I made a resolution for the New Year and
this came about because I had done spiritual readings from
this brochure from the SRF. I feel that during the past as
far as I can remember I have suffered from over-sensitivity
to criticism and quiet hurt feelings regarding that. I feel
that I just held that in me for so long. It’s been so
freeing that I do that and I want to stop doing that. I am
asking for any advise you have in helping me to do that.
Nebadonia: C, my little one, can you sense my love around
you now? (Yes) How does it make you feel?
Student: It makes me feel more whole and complete and peaceful.
Nebadonia: In your mind’s eye, can you imagine someone
hurting your feelings when you are in this state? (No, I don’t.)
Do you imagine that you could perceive me in the midst of
what you might consider to be a personal attack? (Yes, I can.)
Call on me. I will wrap my arms around you. I will keep you
safe from the words that hurt and from intentions that may
seem to be less than honorable to your divine dignity. And
this, my daughter, is all you need to do.
Student: It sounds very simple and very powerful, Mother.
Thank you, I will try that.
Nebadonia: It is my desire for you to grow in the awareness
of my loving presence that surrounds you always. May I interject
that if you make this your New Year’s resolution that
your angels will be able to work within you to open new circuits
within your mind for your more successful reception of my
presence. Do you think you might be able to substitute this
resolution with the one you just stated to me?
Student: Yes, it sounds like a wonderful, wonderful presence
to be in.
Nebadonia: I am your Mother, and I love you. Feel my love
and you will be safe from criticism that has hurt you in the
past.
Student: I think it also has to do with fears connected with
that criticism. I think that with your help it will be a better
year for me in regards to this.
Nebadonia: As you sense my love growing within you, you will
feel the fear receding in you. It will not longer carry the
same level of presence within you that it has in the past.
Student: I will remember that when I feel it rising. And
I appreciate all your instruction and love. I’m very
happy and blessed to know you, Mother.
Nebadonia: And it is always yours to enjoy, my daughter.
Be in my peace.
Student: Mother, I know of a young man, a boy, who I am close
to who is quite intelligent, but he is having a very difficult
time at school to the point where he does not want to go to
school. Unfortunately he suffers from ADD and becomes so anxious
that he makes himself unwell so he stays home. I talk to this
boy quite infrequently in a non-judgmental way. What can be
done for him, or what I can do through you and Michael for
him to help him alleviate this anxiety in himself?
Nebadonia: Minister our love into him. Spend a few moments
when you speaking with him in stillness. He does not need
to be aware of what you are doing. Call on us, focalize our
love in his heart. When you sense this love going into his
heart, ask for those channels within his body that retain
and contain this anxiety feeling be quieted and stabilized.
Begin to use your healing powers and capacities to direct
our love into him in this fashion. Your ministry is beyond
words now as you are developing more of this awareness of
the spiritual component of communication. At times in healing
the mind can only hear what it is ready to understand and
receive. But when you communicate in the spirit, you are laying
the foundation for new ideas and new energetic openings to
work within that individual’s system. You will find
great enjoyment in your own inner development at being able
to imbue this within him. Do you understanding this, my son?
Student: Yes, very much so. I have been attempting to do
that at night when I go to bed. I lay in bed and think of
all the people I know who are in need of healing or love and
security. I think of their hearts and allow the Spirit of
Truth and Love to enter into that.
Nebadonia: And when you do this with him when he is by your
side, he will feel this love emanating from you. Do you not
think this will draw him closer to you? Help him to trust
you more? Help him to perhaps open more to your words in time?
For he will sense that his welfare is in safe hands. Do you
appreciate the significance of being with him in the spirit
in this way? (Yes) I want you to think about this now and
let these words I say to you settle deep within your being.
This is what this young man needs now – is to feel that
he is loved and that he is loved in a safe environment.
Student: The word that came up is “honor” –
honor his soul, honor his being.
Nebadonia: This will be very healing for both of you.
Student: (Question too faint to hear but it had to do with
physical challenges)
Nebadonia: The material life in a physical body has certain
challenges of disease susceptibility at times. These inclinations
towards physical debility are manifestations of emotional
disturbances, and you well understand this idea now, do you
not, R? (Yes)
As you have come to understand this idea, look beyond the
physical debility and ask your Father Fragment the question
of the emotional component to what is causing your body to
break down. Do you understand my meaning?
Student: Yes (other comments too faint to hear)
Nebadonia: If you are intent upon learning to overcome these
physical challenges, it is vital for you to address the emotional
components to them. And there might be many dimensions to
these emotional components. Are you willing to allow these
to be shown to you? You have expressed a willingness to learn,
are you willing to learn this now? (Absolutely) Are you willing
to deal with some of the painful emotions you might uncover?
Student: Yes, I am. I know that it will be a valuable experience.
Nebadonia: You are not alone when you undergo the awareness
of what has caused your problems. Call on your Father and
call on me and we will help you to overcome them one by one.
(Thank you) And be in my peace, my son.
Student: Mother, I just want to say thank you. My heart is
very full and I’m very grateful for these years now,
for dear beloved Welmek, you and Michael for showing the way
to feel all of this loving healing that you do for us each
week. Strangely, I would like to thank our Father for the
sheer enormity of this adventure. Wow!
Nebadonia: My son, could you have imagined this when you
first began attending these lessons?
Student: No, no! And that is how I know it is real!
Nebadonia: And yet, your journey is just beginning in an
eternity sense. So if you can imagine how wondrous it has
been thus far, it only gets better. And that is the joy that
awaits you.
Student: One other thing, Mother. I begin to sense every
now and then, especially as you answered R tonight, the enormity
of your trust – your faith in us.
Nebadonia: When you come to fully recognize your divine status
as our child, you will also comprehend that this is not so
much an act of faith on our part as it is the awareness of
a parent and the pride that a parent feels in watching his
and her children reach their potential, and knowing that the
parents have done everything possible in their power to assist
the child in achieving this. It is a time of rejoicing every
faith step the child takes.
Think back on those times when those of you who have had
parental experience how joyful you have been when you see
your child accomplish something. Even those first small steps
– were they not a time that you will remember forever?
And so it is how we view you. We celebrate each accomplishment
you make, even though to you it might seem very small. You
live in us and you develop in us. Your growth is underway
and well-assured. It is not faith. It is fact. Let this fact
now fully envelop each of you to share the joy that we feel
of each faith step that you take toward us in being in our
arms.
Student: Mother, I am not clear about accessing the emotional
components of the various ailments and pains and fears that
I have within me. I know they are there, but I don’t
know how to access them to get rid of them. How would I go
about doing it? I’m committed to transforming my life
this year into something much more useful than it already
is, but I’m not quite sure how to do it.
Nebadonia: C, my son, the first question to ask yourself
is: do I have the courage to face painful feelings?
Student: Yes, I know I can face them now because I have your
support and Michael’s support and the Father Fragment
and guardian angel’s support. I don’t think I
can handle it on my own just by myself.
Nebadonia: No, and you are not meant to handle this on your
own. So when you feel you are ready through this courageous
decision, and you sense our support around you, simply still
your mind and ask to see what experience in you has caused
the breakdown in your connection with us. Would you like to
try this now, my son?
Student: I’m still concerned about stilling my mind.
It does not seem to still at all. And I can start listening
to what you’re saying but my mind starts wandering and
pretty soon I’m off somewhere else and I have to bring
myself back. This goes on constantly. What should I do about
it?
Nebadonia: We have given you instructions in the past and
I would ask you to revisit that, and to take off the judgment
and simply still your mind for as long as you can, and ask
for this particular emotional experience to become more known
to you in your conscious waking moments. Then you might see
a situation come forth in your life that triggers an emotional
response where you feel this painful experience revisit yourself.
This is the time to call on us and ask for Michael’s
love to absorb the pain you feel within your heart and to
lift you into that realm of understanding so you may allow
the forgiveness of the Father to penetrate any pain and give
you the relief you desire. This may be necessary to practice
many many times over until you feel that the weight within
your being is alleviated. Are you interested in trying this
now, my son? (Yes, Mother)
Go within. Ask for us to surround you and when you feel ready;
ask for this experience that created an emotional response
in you to be made known. (Pause)
In time you will see in your life this emotional response.
When you do, go into a prayerful state and ask for your Father
and me to guide you into the realm of forgiveness.
Student: Thank you, Mother, I will do that. I love you.
Nebadonia: C, my son, I commend you for your courage and
willingness to undertake this level of divesting yourself
of these experiences. You have more help than you can possibly
imagine by your side waiting to assist you through this. So,
my son, be strong and know that all of the love you need is
only a thought away through your prayers. Be in my peace.
Well, my children, we are off to a very vigorous start for
this New Year. I hope you are all very willing to roll up
your shirt sleeves and delve into the soil of the collective
thoughts resident on the planet that are still polluted with
the stigma of the Lucifer Rebellion. Your hands working this
soil will carry our love into it; will reveal our forgiveness
into it. You will be taking out all of the rocks and weeds
and thorns. It is good work. It is noble work. And you are
all ready; you have been prepared. Let us till the soil of
this planetary mindal consciousness as the great transformation
continues to unfold on Urantia. You are our instruments. You
are our hands. Feel us in your hands now, and know that you
carry the light of healing within them. Open your hands and
receive. I leave my imprint upon them as I depart from you.
(Pause) Good evening, my children.
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