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NEBADONIA – DECEMBER 22, 2003
Prayer: Father, prepare our hearts to receive you this Christmas
season; to receive a new endowment of your truth and light.
Fill our hearts with your beauty and graciousness that we
may take these qualities of yours out into the world to share
with our brothers and sisters. Prepare us to receive you and
our Mother. And we make ourselves available to you in our
minds for the healing of this world. Amen.
Greetings, my children; this is Mother Nebadonia who speaks.
I prepare the world to receive the Light of Truth more during
this commemorative season of celebrating the birth of Jesus
on Urantia. It is my Holy Spirit which now encircles the planet
bringing this light of the world into the souls of hungry
humans.
This season of light is touchingly perceived by us as a time
when many human hearts are more inclined toward peace, goodwill,
charity, and kindness towards others. It is this spirit of
goodwill that we will take now and embellish with your Father’s
truth to absorb more deeply into the core of this world, instilling
this generosity of spirit into the souls of humanity. The
goodwill towards humanity that must linger in each human heart
is now making ready to prevail upon the planet. The world
is tired and saddened by the lack and the deprivation of this,
and there is now such a groundswell of desire for goodwill
to prevail that your efforts tonight will enhance the growth
of this exponentially.
Find your desire for that which you perceive as the Christmas
spirit. Let it grow; let your Father and I augment this now
in your being. (Pause)
Focalize your gaze outward now into the center of the room
wherein the energy configuration of the planet is gently spinning.
Open your heart center and send forth this Christmas spirit
into the core of the planet, and we will add more of ourselves
into that. (Pause)
Find that place within yourselves that feels the blessedness
of generosity in giving. Ask us to heighten this feeling to
overshadow your desires to receive. Let it grow; let it become
very expansive, natural, and enjoyable. Let yourselves experience
this. (Pause)
Now in your mind’s eye, step yourselves into the core
of the earth, offering yourselves in that generosity of giving
to your Creator. Ask to be used as an instrument of healing.
It is not important that you understand the full impact of
what it is I am suggesting; it is more desirous to be in that
centeredness of giving and allowing us to use you. (Pause)
Receive my embrace as you open yourselves to the blessedness
of giving. (Pause) Now in your mind’s eye, I would ask
you to consider what it is you would like to offer your Creator-Father
as you celebrate His birth. What gift do you wish to Him of
yourself? Is it your devotion? Is it your perseverance? Is
it your faith? Or it could be a quality, talent, or an ability.
Whatever it is you wish to offer, think of it now. And when
you are ready, place this in the core of the earth in the
circle and we will add unto that. (Pause)
Ask that this gift you offer to be woven into the core of
the earth; let it be added into Michael’s truth-light
and to become a part of the very fabric of this world. (Pause)
My children, your efforts in seeding your own components
of your God-being into the planet are appreciated and vital
for the healing of this world. Each individual has a significant
and a broad contribution to make to the overall spiritual
fabric of the evolutionary planets they inhabit. You are adding
more of your own truth-light to this world by offering yourself
to your Father in this way. And what greater gift can you
return to Him in this season where you celebrate His birth
– to share yourself with Him as He shared Himself with
all of the children on all of the worlds of this universe?
I ask you to consider this as you celebrate His birth. And
to know that what you offer is so greatly needed, and so progressively
augmenting the truth-light on Urantia. You have all been trained
to ask for what you need. You are growing more composed and
confident in your abilities to recognize that you have permission
to ask for whatever you need, and it will be given. Now it
is time to consider the corollary to receiving; it is the
giving. Ask: what of myself can I give to my Father for His
use in healing this world? This is not just a question for
this evening. This is a question to ponder as you move into
a new year; into greater phases of your own development. To
come into a greater awareness that you are not living life
for yourself – you are living it for your Father for
His use. We have talked about making you more serviceable
to us. This is one way to offer yourself to be made into that
instrument.
So as you celebrate your Christmas holiday with the receiving
and giving of gifts with your family and friends, think about
what you have received from your Father and ask: how may I
give to you? Offer yourselves, my children. For in doing so
you will only receive more – more love, more peace,
more abundance, more confidence. And thereby in turn will
you want to share more and then receive more; and so on. And
you will grow and expand until you become the very presence
of the Father walking on this planet transforming the world
by your every action and word.
Think not of the impossibility of this undertaking —
the enormity of it. Simply offer yourselves as best you can
each day and know that we will make good use of you. Let His
light descend upon you now. Feel His embrace warm and pulsate
within your heart, and know that everything you offer will
be put to good use. (Pause)
In time your heart will fully beat in unison with that of
your Father’s. His truth will be emblazoned upon your
souls and you will know of no other reality. As you allow
this embrace to permeate your body, find your commitment to
serve, to give; and to become one with His heart. (Pause)
I leave you in His peace, my children. Good evening. (Pause)
Good evening, friends. This is your friend and teacher Welmek.
I have been asked to address your questions this evening on
this idea of giving of yourself in service to our Creator
Father, for I have had the very creature will experience that
you are now undergoing. It is my intention to help you make
this transition in your thinking from that of receiving in
stillness what you need from your Divine Source to that of
what you can now give as the mainstay of your daily living
operation. This is a significant change in attitude and living
that requires your own internal adjustments be made in your
decisions. I am here to answer your questions and to assist
you in whatever way I may that will help you make this transition
more gracefully and wholeheartedly with glad devotion to our
Father and Mother. I will add that I am overjoyed to be able
to be with you again in speaking to you in this fashion.
Student: Welmek, this subject of turning my will over to
the care of God as I understand it: I’ve always thought
that God meant the Heavenly Father Himself; now I’m
wondering about the appropriateness of turning my life over
to Michael and Mother. Is it appropriate to doing it that
way?
Welmek: The term “God” connotes a higher being,
a divine presence, and you are becoming more aware of your
universe obligations and responsibilities. We all live in
the universe that our Creator Parents have populated with
intelligent life. It is our first responsibility to be loved
and instructed by them. The Father-Fragment within your mind
is the perfect guide to lead you inward on that journey to
the very center of Paradise. But for many, many, many years
will you live under the domain of Michael and Nebadonia. It
is natural that you would be responsive to them. They are
the God-head as you have come to understand it. It is helpful
now for you to recognize your relationship to your immediate
parents as well as acknowledging the presence of the Divine
Paradise-origin Father-Fragment. Do you understand?
Student: Yes, this is much more clear. Thank you, Welmek.
Welmek: Thank you for this opportunity to assist you in your
understanding.
Student: Welmek, it’s very good to hear from you. Your
friendship means a lot. I’m wondering how to make use
of my proposed gift to the world of intelligent creativity.
I find opportunities rather rare, and sometimes disappointing
in my contact with others and in the business world. It’s
hard to know which direction to move in to increase my opportunities
to serve in ways that are fulfilling to myself and helpful
to the world. I’m wondering if you have any tips on
steps I can take to meet the world half-way to enhance my
opportunities and abilities to serve and to benefit as well.
Welmek: C, my friend, it is good to be with you again as
well. How I understand your question. In offering your gifts
of your creativity, it will be very difficult for you to see
the many avenues which may come your way. You will not be
able to see who it is who will benefit from your gift, will
you? (No) And in not being able to see this, will you allow
yourself to be frustrated because it is seemingly not being
used in the way that leads you to expect or to desire that
your gift is being fully utilized? I am suggesting to you
to take off the expectations of how your gift will be used
by the world.
Instead, what I would recommend you consider is simply using
your creative gifts to develop as many ideas and projects
as you can. When you are working on them, spend in prayer
in offering these gifts to the universe and to your Father
and Mother and saying: this is my gift to you; I give it to
you and ask you to use this to the advancement of humanity.
You can only offer yourself and your gifts. What your Parents
make of that is up to them. They will bring in opportunities
that will astonish and surprise you and it will also help
you to realize that it is not your “job” to figure
out how it will be manifested in the world. It is your responsibility
to create.
Now, once you have offered this, allow some time to grow
between your completion and waiting for opportunities to manifest.
Spend time in the quietness of your mind in asking what is
the next step to take in manifesting this. Take off your expectations,
ask the question, and be patient. This is the difficult part
in human experience, is it not? (Yes)
I would encourage you to develop heightened listening skills,
and that would become a greater focus for you than trying
to figure out how to share this with the world. Do you think
you would have an interest in transferring your thought-energy
to the desire to listen for your guidance?
Student: Yes, very much.
Welmek: Where will you put your thought-energy? This is the
question to ask. The steps are: first and foremost, offer
your gift. Spend time as you are developing it in prayer and
asking for it to be manifested. Once you are finished, spend
time in stillness asking to be guided to the next step. And
wait. And when you feel so moved in your soul, you will know
what to do. Then continue to just sense and notice when your
thought-energies are directed in a more worrisome or expectational
way. When you notice that, simply go within, quiet your mind
and wait. Do you think you will be able to do this now?
Student: Yes, I hope so. I think so. I feel like I need to
ask for the gift of patience and to ask for it to be given
to me quickly. That’s a little joke.
Welmek: Yes, I understand that. Do you have any further questions
or need for further clarification?
Student: No, I think that’s complete. Thank you.
Welmek: You are most welcome, my friend.
Student: Welmek, I find the idea of being of service to be
challenging in the way that my life is very busy and full
of details. I find that at times I don’t have time to
go into stillness or have time to read the spiritual readings.
Yet, I have found a lot of peace and focus my conversations
with Christ Michael and Mother Nebadonia. I’m wondering
how I can balance my life so I can be of service and still
keep up with the details that I need to deal with in my life.
Welmek: C, the need for balance between the internal spiritual
development and the external maintenance of daily routines
and living is the pivotal question of human development. In
your mind’s eye, I ask you to hold your spiritual growth
on your right hand and to hold your maintenance of your daily
living on the left hand. Where do you notice the weight to
fall?
Student: In my daily responsibilities, of course.
Welmek: Use this exercise to help you achieve a greater balance.
When you feel the pronounced weight on the left side, still
your mind for a moment and ask our Mother and Father to fill
you with the desire for communion with them. Why don’t
you practice this now and see how you experience it. (Pause)
Student: I feel the weight of my responsibilities shifting
more towards balance when I visualize myself in communion
with Mother and Michael. It’s almost immediate.
Welmek: Now, if you prefer that the weight shift to the right
side, all you need to do is to ask them to heighten your desire
to commune with them. And if you’d like to try that
now please do so. (Pause)
Student: I think it makes the spiritual side so much more
important at this moment and the things I need to do every
day much less so.
Welmek: So now you have a tool to use to help you navigate
between the interests, desires, and responsibilities and you
may use this as often as you need every day to see how these
efforts in using this tool play out over a few days or weeks.
Student: I will try this. It seems to be a very powerful
visual tool. Thank you, Welmek.
Welmek: Have you any other questions or need for clarification?
Student: Not right now. Thank you.
Welmek: You are most welcome.
Student: Yes, Welmek, it’s been a long, long time since
we have spoken to one another. It seems like over the past
few days and months that my identity is being redefined. And
it’s like my past identity is being taken away. I’m
experiencing these growing pains. I wish to be open to my
true identity to who I am because I know when I am in this
place that I truly do give from my heart with no expectation,
just the joy of giving. I don’t know if I have any question;
just seek your advice, because I also feel my relationship
with C is also changing and becoming more spiritized. The
idea of giving and receiving has been coming up. So any advice
you can give to me so I can be more clear in what is ahead
for me, because I know I do have numerous qualities to share
with this world and community.
Welmek: D, my friend, I have been with you for a time, and
have seen your inner yearnings increase. Your dedication to
following the Father’s will has become heightened and
more refined. Pursuing this particular course of spiritual
growth, as you know, is quite rugged. You have many times
felt these pains as you strive to be one with the Father.
In doing this, you are taking on a level of growth that requires
you to be more faith led, and you ask for clarity in your
vision of where it is you are going. I say to you, this is
not the path of faith. This is the path of control in wanting
to see where it is you are going and then cooperating with
your Father Fragment. I say to you, it is cooperating with
your Father Fragment and letting yourself be led to experience
– rich, challenging, rewarding experience. This is the
path of rugged growth.
Can you become more enthusiastic about being in the shadows
while your faith expands? I am not expecting you to answer
me. This is something for you to take to your Father Fragment
and ask. But you have sought my counsel and I give this to
you with my best experience as the barometer to help you understand
the nature of growth. You are always wanting more and it is
in the actual presence of where you are that you will find
the true peace and enjoyment. Can you use this time in the
eternal now that we have talked about as the measure of your
growth? Mastering this is a very noble challenge. In this
will you find all of your heart’s desires. Take off
the restrictions you place on yourself where your desires
to be more than what you are become more apparent than what
you are now in this moment. Have you not said that the Father
is in me and I am in my Father in this very moment? (Yes)
So you know the truth of my words now. In this moment are
you not one? So you are already there!
Student: There’s this fear that I sense within me,
in this growing pain…it’s like old ideas about
relationships that I’m holding on to. I’m tired
of holding onto in my gut. But there’s this fear to
let that go. What will become of my relationships? What will
become of me? I guess it’s a fear of being totally alone
and isolated.
Welmek: And you know the fallacy of that, do you not?
Student: Yes, I do.
Welmek: How will you ever experience this unless you let
it go?
Student: Because I also sense it’s constricting my
relationships with people, especially with C and not allowing
it to flourish as it can.
Welmek: Well then, what are you waiting for? Let it go, my
friend. Let it go. You just needed some encouragement that
it was OK to let it go, did you not? (Yes) I hope I have provided
that for you this evening.
Student: I guess I was afraid of losing everything. Thank
you.
Welmek: You are most welcome. (Pause) I am happy to be offering
these final closing words to you. My friends, you are all
so near and dear to my heart. Even though I have not addressed
you as a group, I have watched you and I participate in these
evenings here and in other aspects of your lives. I am so
enthralled at the growth I see in you living on this very
rugged world. I did not have these life experiences. No, my
friends, my life was quite different. For I grew up with ideas
that are very advanced than what you have faced, and your
faith is truly marvelous for me to behold.
In this season where you celebrate our Master’s birth,
I thank each of you for the gift that you give to me of yourselves,
of exposing your humanness in your faith struggles. I honor
you and I love how you portray the Father as best you know
how. You are truly a living inspiration of how our Father
in Paradise lives in you and guides you each day.
We are so blessed to be living in this universe. One day
your planet will know of the multiple inhabited worlds that
are a beautiful part of this universe of Nebadon. One day
your planet will be fully vibrating with the life forms of
other worlds as we share our cultures together. It is so precious
to me that we can have this time together now in spirit and
know that the quality of our friendship will last for an eternity.
I celebrate each of you this evening. I wish you the happiest
of Christmases. Good evening.
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