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MICHAEL & NEBADONIA – DECEMBER 15, 2003
Prayer: Mother and Father, as we draw into the season of celebrating
the birth of our Father incarnated as a human, we ask to be
drawn into the Light of Truth that is being poured over Urantia.
We invite this Light of Truth deep into our bodies shining
on us and blazing in our hearts a passion to be one with our
Divine Source, to be set on fire with your love, Father, and
to be infused by your Spirit, Mother, to carry to our brothers
and sisters unreservedly and unhesitatingly in accordance
with your will. Amen.
My light is upon you now, my children. This is Michael, and
I am your Father. Think not of me only as your father, but
as the light of the world. What does this phrase connote in
your mind? Is it warmth? Is it heat? Is it radiance? Is it
illumination? Let this phrase settle on you, take this inside
where you feel me coursing in your being. I am your light.
Feel me, children. (Pause)
In the center of your circle is an energy field. Imagine
that your planet is in the center of this energy field and
that your thought streams from your heart center are intertwined
around this globe. As you sense this connection between you
and the planet I ask you to open your understanding of the
fragility of your brothers and sisters. I am here to soften
your experience of the tenderness and youth of your brothers
and sisters in spirit. If you are so willing, you may sense
some of the dark places on the planet and some of the rawness
of emotion of fear, of hunger, of true spiritual want. But
fear not in sensing this for I am with you, and I will move
through you to uplift this world to the light. Call on your
Mother now and ask Her to breathe our love through you and
lift this world up into the light of salvation. (Pause)
Now I ask you all as a collective group to envision the center
of your earth. There is a deep circular dark mass in the center
of the earth; it is the core—the pulsating center of
life. As you envision this, ask your Mother to open a channel
where this world will receive the truth of its creation as
being a part of my universe and a part of me. What I am asking
you to do, children, is to plant the awareness of my sovereignty
of this planet into the very core. Your Mother will harmonize
your intentions and weave them into the world. (Pause)
Ask for this energy idea to move, to break through the years,
the millennia, of ideological misrepresentation of the Father
and the Mother of this world. Ask that this foundation we
are making in spirit now move up into the thought streams
of your brothers and sisters of all of the races and all of
the traditions in bringing new truth into their lives. (Pause)
As you envision this core, ask for the Light of Truth now
stream through these rivulets that connect all of your brothers
and sisters. Ask for this light to penetrate the cultural,
philosophical, and theological conditions of this planet,
feeding my children with the truth, connecting them with the
light that is their salvation. (Pause)
When you engage in an exercise like this, focus on your feeling
of compassionate understanding for those who have not yet
felt the Light of Truth touch their souls. You know how great
is this need in your brothers and sisters. You know how much
they lack, and I ask you to consider that the enormity of
correction is not so arduous or tumultuous as it is a gentle
absorption of a higher vibratory essence that will now stream
into their awareness. You are holding the intention for this
gentle stream to flow into them. It is vital now that all
of my children be connected to me in this underlying foundation
that has separated my children from me. Let the distortion
be washed away in the river of my love, in the sea of my light,
in the ocean of my mercy. This is what I ask of you, my children,
that your thoughts of healing hold the intention for this
to continue to be built on Urantia. (Pause)
There are many teachers of new truth on the planet now. There
are many new ideas for your brethren to consider about the
nature of our Father in Paradise and the universe that we
all inhabit and enjoy. But this underlying foundation of error
that has long persisted on this world needs the cleansing
and rebuilding in my truth. It is you, among others, who are
bringing in this foundation of light and establishing my sovereignty
at the core of Urantia. We will be engaging in this activity
in the coming weeks. I ask you to hold this exercise in your
stillness practice for as long as you can to bolster your
own habits of healing and to earn you that discipline of directing
your thoughts in such a highly concentrated and visible activity.
As I take my leave of you this evening, thanking you for
your participation and efforts, I leave you to your Mother
who will entertain your questions and offer Her words of love
and devotion to you. Think of my light this week. Think of
my light blazing upon your soul bringing into the core of
your being and letting yourself be filled with the luminosity
that is greater than a thousand suns. Good evening, my children.
Good evening, my beloveds. This is Nebadonia who speaks.
Whether you are actively aware of what you have allowed to
transpire in your minds, this level of planetary healing is
what comprises the core of the Correcting Time. The shift
that is now occurring on Urantia moves slowly and gently,
but yet it is detectible in those souls who have the vibrancy
to hear the spirit as it moves the planet back into the circuits
of our universe; there is a tone, there is a resonance for
those who have the ear to hear.
Your participation is doubly sweet for you are making faith
steps in your own inner development now as we lead you into
this realm of correction and re-establishment in the circuits
of life. So you might well ask: “Well, what need do
you have of us? We are only human, and you have all of the
power and means to conduct this healing.” But I say
to you, this is your world and you are learning to use your
mind in a better way; in the way it was designed to be used
as a focused tool to accomplish certain tasks so that it can
be infused with my presence when it is aligned in the Father’s
will.
I encourage you to consider your role tonight as we continue
this planetary resurrection into the higher spiritual domain:
What can I do? What impact can one small human make in the
collection reclamation of Michael’s world to the universe?
I say to you, you do have an impact. It is not what you might
consider to be a numbers game. It is an energetic endowment
of the power in your mind, in the courage of your conviction,
in the purity of your faith that makes the difference. When
you come together in groups like this, it is magnified and
heightened, and those who are of a more powerful energy in
spirit add their efforts to yours, and great things occur.
So I ask you to consider this more fully this evening. Go
within now and ask your Father Fragment to impress within
your mind the deeper ramification of these words to blend
them into your soul. I will breathe my Spirit to magnify this
in you. (Pause)
My children, the healing of this world must proceed and the
pace is quickening. Your efforts are important and valued.
Stay strong. Stay focused. Stay courageous. Let not the doubts
in your heart deter you from your desire to see this world
healed. Look not to the outward conditions of what is occurring
on your world as the barometer of the internal changes. See
and seek the unification of Spirit within that is happening.
See and seek the glorification of the Father’s will
that is unfolding. See and seek the reclamation of the souls
of this world to the Fatherhood of God and the brotherhood
of humanity. When you are ready, I will address your questions.
Student: Mother, I would like to talk about those moments
that seem to occur every now and then in all of us when those
inner fears and doubts of the external world seem to dash
upon the rocks of our hopes and dreams. How can we better
deal with these moments; they seem quite overwhelming at times.
Nebadonia: There are many sayings in certain religious traditions
of this world that acknowledge the eradication of your own
desires, hopes, and dreams. And for the most part I would
recommend to you from the human perspective that it is these
ideas that you hold for yourself as your long-cherished dreams
that create the most difficulty in human thinking. They become
such an integrated part of your self-identity that you can
hardly conceive of your life without them. Yet I say to you
they are self-limiting and even self-restricting to a great
degree.
So when they are, as you say, dashed upon the rocks and hope
is lost, what you are feeling and experiencing is the extraction
of these dreams from your identity because they have been
so long held within you. There is a sadness and fear and resistance
in letting them go, so you struggle to retain them because
you know not what else is possible or achievable.
It is not easy for you to empty yourself of these ideas of
expectations or dreams or desires. There are many schools
of thought that say that it is good to empty yourself of them;
to seek that essential void where there is no desire, no human
will or human want. And many who achieve this do so because
they have forsaken the world and have retreated to a place
where they can be alone with their thoughts and unencumbered
by the pressures of daily living. But you who are in the thick
of the battle for primacy of the spirit over the self have
a much harder struggle; would you not agree? (Yes)
So we have come to assist you by making available to you
many teachers and other celestial assistance to uproot these
ideas within you, but more gradually and subtly and with a
greater buoyancy of our love for you to support you through
this transition. What then becomes the highest path of allowing
this to occur is by coming into your Father and asking for
His ideas for you to become so highly embellished in your
mind that you would willingly, readily accede to having His
desires for your life take precedence over your own. You will
not always know what that is. It is not an intellectualization
of your Father’s desires for you. It is an internal
experiencing of daily living, asking for one foot to be placed
firmly in front of the other. It is a moment-by-moment faith
walk.
You, as humans who have been conditioned to project into
the future or to regress into the past have not yet developed
this anchoring of eternity within you that comes from your
Divine Source. It is this alignment with your Father Fragment.
So you will find yourself being returned to this place of
struggle time and time again, feeling your hopes and dreams
dashed. It is not easy to remember to be still in the midst
of your daily life, and yet this is precisely what mastery
of this world entails.
As your Father has revealed His human life to you fully,
spend time with Him as Jesus of Nazareth—this accessible,
exquisite human dimension and ask Him to guide you each moment.
This will take your focus off of your problems for you will
gain greater awareness of His ever-abiding presence in your
life that gives you this human fortitude, this human courage,
this human patience. It will give you a greater sense of self-accomplishment.
Your teachers have given you many, many lessons of instruction
of living in the moment and stilling your mind in the midst
of struggle, asking for help you need and deserve and have
access to. So, my son, I encourage you to let these words
now become a living endowment within you to keep one foot
firmly in front of the other, and not seeing the problem as
a problem; recognizing that a problem exists and simply asking
for the help you need.
Think not that the immaturity of your mind would render you
less available to our help simply because you must ask time
and time again. It does not matter. Would you ever become
tired of your children coming to you for love or help if they
truly needed it?
Student: No, I can’t.
Nebadonia: And would it not make you feel so worthwhile and
valuable to know that you could help them and to bolster their
own sense of self-confidence and self-identity when you were
allowed the opportunity to comfort them, assist them, and
guide them? Would you not enjoy that immensely?
Student: When those moments come it gives me great pleasure.
They don’t come as often as I would like.
Nebadonia: As you have seen, it is enjoyable in human experience,
so can you imagine the delight your Father and I take when
you come to us in these moments of your neediness? It does
not matter if it is one or one hundred or one thousand times
a day, whatever you need, we will help you overcome, surmount,
triumph. Do you have any further comments on this question?
Student: Mother Nebadonia, I would just like to say that
I will take these words you have spoken and hold them close
to my heart forever. Thank you.
Nebadonia: R, my son, as I weave myself into you, feel this
presence—this access you have to the eternity moment
deep inside your being. Look not to the past or future any
longer. Stay here now with me, with your Father. This is the
only reality that has any value. You cannot project your growth
into the future. You cannot base your future prospects on
your past if anything of the past was regrettable or harmful
to you in any way. Stay in us now. Let this be seeded deeply
within all of you. You will see your expectations, dreams
and desires become increasingly less important as the Father’s
will grows and lays a new foundation in you. Let this be seeded
in you. (Pause)
Student: Thank you, Mother, for your answers. You answered
most of my questions about what am I doing here, what can
I do when I’m here or back outside in the world. You
just answered the question, thank you.
Nebadonia: Let this answer soak deep, deep within you, settling
within your mind a path of living at its very foundation the
essence—the kernel—of faith. You are all here
because you wish to walk in faith and in a new reality and
new expression of our Creator’s love on this planet.
This is a faith walk. It is living in us one moment at a time.
Stay in this moment until I am ready to depart from you in
the manner. (Pause)
There is only one reality. That is our presence within you.
As you manifest me out into the world, it is this timeless,
spaceless element-commodity of Spirit that you are birthing.
Each moment of your life builds upon this as we grow the collective
God-head in what you have come to know as the material time-space
continuum. Perfection is being birthed through your efforts
of staying in us in this eternity moment. Think of this, my
children: “Perfection is being birthed in me in this
eternity moment.” (Pause)
This is your true reality, your inner core nature. Tap into
this now and claim this deep within you even though you may
not fully understand. Tell your body and mind that this is
what you wish to experience, and you will settle for nothing
less than being one with us—your Source, your parents
who love you eternally, infinitely for you are in us and we
are in you. And we are one. Good evening, my beloved children.
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