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MICHAEL & NEBADONIA – NOVEMBER 17, 2003
Prayer: Heavenly Mother and Father, we ask that you weave
our minds into you. We come to you in sincere, humble, and
open faith. We are ready to receive yo,u and ask that those
places within us that are not yet open to your divine love
and forgiveness be held safe in your embrace and aligned in
our Creator’s will. Amen.
Good evening, my beloved children. This is Michael, your
Creator-Father. And I bid welcome to you, R, this evening.
I bring you into this tightly knit group in order to sense
the presence of the love that waits for you here.
Your Mother and I have been taking you on a journey—a
journey into us. A journey that is essentially a faith one
that you must make alone in the internal quiet of your mind,
feeling your way around your beliefs, your feelings, your
inner knowing; sensing it shift, sensing movement. This journey
is what you will be undergoing in your human life and the
life that is to come. It is always an exploration of the unknown,
the deep unfathomable mysteries of the universe that our Creator
in Paradise has established for us to live, learn, enjoy,
and grow in an ever-expanding, ever-changing revelation of
divine love and wisdom.
Now that you have been participating for a time, you know
the internal changes occurring within you are real, substantial,
and becoming a part of your inner soul development. No one
will be able to ever take this from you. It is yours. You
own this. You are this. It is unshakable. As we go into this
period of change on this world you will need to rely on this
more and more as you see the external circumstances around
you break away and as people begin to doubt even more than
they have now in their materially conditioned culture. So
this foundation that has been growing within you, my children,
is something that you will learn more and more to rely on.
When you feel weak and trepidatious, you will know that it
is by coming to me I will continue to maintain your strength
and your stability.
As we journey deeper into this unfathomable mystery, I want
you to take this question into the stillness: where do I want
to go from here? Where do I want to journey into this mystery
of becoming more God-conscious and more God-like. Take this
in, ask your indwelling Spirit Fragment this question. We
will continue our exercise for this evening. (Pause)
As you see this direction move through your mind, pursue
its course by asking for the desire to follow this journey
even deeper. Ask for this desire within you to grow. Ask for
it to become more deeply embedded into your thought foundation.
Let your Mother weave this into your mind. (Pause)
You may come to me as your Creator-Father and ask for my
wisdom and guidance to join hands with your desire as I lead
you in this direction. You may rely on me to help you achieve
that which in spirit is your desire to accomplish. Find that
open quality in your heart that longs for guidance, for loving
instruction, and I will be there to add myself into you. (Pause)
Many times have I told you that you are the workers in the
field—the field of harvesting souls, the field of finding
those who need my love, my peace, my comfort. And now I ask
you to sense this direction and point it in the outward fields
of service. Your Mother and I will add something into you.
(Pause)
My children, as you look at your brothers and sisters who
struggle with worries and concerns of their own self-identity
and self-value, be not dismayed when you come up against resistance
as to the spiritual truths that you wish to share with them.
Be not disenheartened when you feel their judgment or their
scorn or even their derision. These are all deeply embedded
fear reactions that have been triggered by the light you wish
to offer.
It will be important for you to connect with me during these
times of ministry to your needy brethren so that I may illuminate
their hearts with loving forgiveness, merciful compassion,
and gentle understanding so that those deeply embedded primal
fears in the dark places in their minds will open to the light
of truth. This will not always be easy for you to do as the
mind will want to engage itself in intellectual discourse
and try to approach your ministry to this other person in
the realm of intellectual idea sharing. I ask you to avoid
this as much as possible.
Instead, be a sympathetic listener. Let them unburden themselves
of their fears and of their deeply held ideas. What you can
do as you listen is to connect with me, ask for my love to
flood through your being, and to exude from your heart in
directing it into that person’s heart. Just let that
flow continue until you sense that person is starting to relax.
And you will sense this, for you will see a change in attitude.
You will notice a slight shift in the way they speak and in
the way they hold themselves.
It is important now for you to minister less with your words
and to share your love. This is what your brothers and sisters
need the most, my children. It is my love. It is my understanding.
You can best share this now through your compassionate listening.
You know in time that as you grow in this capacity to listen
you are also gaining the internal strength to hear my voice
that will speak the comforting words directly into their soul.
As you journey in this place of growth, know that this growth
is meant to take you outward into the world of service. As
you minister me into your brothers and sisters, I will am
ever present in you waiting for you to open the channel of
my presence to surround both of you. Now take these words
I have spoken to you deep within. Call on your Mother and
she will weave these into you and let them become a part of
your body. (Pause)
As you share my love out in the world, you will gain confidence
in your capacity to feel me move in you and through you. This
will in time reduce your tendency to think of yourself and
will help you focus on another person more and their need.
This effortless self-forget-fullness is the true measure of
how well you are mastering your capacity to live in faith.
Your own neediness is a quality that you will outgrow for
it strikes at the very core of certain deprivations of love
and understanding and value within you that you feel. I am
here to fill you with all that you need. Open your hearts
and let these voids become heavy and rich with my gifts to
you. (Pause)
Sit in the heart of love, my children. Sit in me. Feel my
peace. Breathe in the threads of love binding us together
as one. (Pause) In me there is no need. In me there is only
peace and the assurance that I am maintaining you in a universe
that is filled with help and guidance and all of the resources
that you need to live abundantly. Trust me. It is safe to
rely on me. Let this be a time when your assurance grows even
stronger within yourself. (Pause)
Live in me, my children. I am your foundation. The external
world around you is but a distorted shadow of a reality that
has been developed by humanity. It is not your foundation
of truth, and to be influenced by this will surely bring you
disappointment. Think now of your desire to be so stable in
your emotions and in your ideas of life, and know that I am
ministering my truth within your mind. Spend a few moments
letting this idea take deeper root. (Pause)
In time you will come to sense this foundation as the true
rock of your life. And what you see in your world around you
will not be important or influential in your life. In time
the spiritual realities growing in you now will overtake your
minds and give you increasingly profound joyous levels of
peace.
It is my desire that your Mother should entertain your questions
this evening, for she so ably and graciously weaves within
you this new reality of our love for you. Rest in her, rest
your minds in her as you address her. Feel our softness, our
gentleness in your minds as she speaks her words of love onto
your souls. Good evening, my beloveds. (Pause)
Well, my little ones, we have taken you on another journey
this evening. Greetings, this is your Mother Nebadonia who
speaks to you now. As you know we have been encouraging you
to seek to change, to seek to be disrupted in the foundations
of your thinking where error and fear have long resided. Tonight
as I created new thought streams within you, know that our
love for you, our upholding of you is going deeper into these
resistant foundations to break them into less rigid ideas
where our love and truth can penetrate and bring you into
new awareness of our upholding of you. As you sense this within
you, be not dismayed at some of the ideas that may percolate
up in your mind as to the fears or old habits of reacting.
This will be quite normal for you to experience for a little
time as our love for you gains greater foothold throughout
the myriad patterns within your minds.
Tonight I would entertain your comments and questions on
what we are continuing to build within you—this new
foundation of truth and light and goodness and righteous and
wholeness and health-fullness of mind and body. Take your
time in returning to a more conversational frame of mind,
and when you are ready I will address your comments.
Student: I do have a question, Mother. Why is there a loud
ringing in my head now? I’ve never experienced such
a loud sound. What is going on?
Nebadonia: R, my son, there are many circuits within your
physical and mental bodies that require intersection, that
require connection for a seamless thought stream of spirit
to enter into your conscious mind and for you to perceive
the divine voice within you. Your body is being adjusted to
attune to this. There are certain physiological changes that
must occur so that this seamless stream can flow through you.
Do not be concerned. It is all quite common as your body attunes
to higher vibrational frequencies. Think of it as tuning your
ears to this higher radio signal that the spirit voice within
is broadcasting to you. You may in the future sense even more
unusual adjustments in your body: people have noticed there
are tingling sensations in their limbs—hands and feet—energy
shifts in the torso, a higher speed if you will in the body,
and certain sensations in the head and brain area of pulling
or tingling or weight shifting. These are all very common
physiological changes. I assure you that you are in very loving
hands and no ill will come to you. Do you understand this,
my son?
Student: Yes, I do.
Nebadonia: Do you have any further concerns?
Student: Yes, but they are too mundane to take the time now.
I’ll wait until other people have asked their questions.
Thank you.
Nebadonia: That is fine. Thank you for showing your faith
in coming to me. I embrace you and hold you close to me now.
Student: Dear Nebadonia, on Saturday I asked for energy and
in this transformation in the charkas is it the energy of
enthusiasm? It is energy that the Thought Adjust can physically
put in? A vitality? I ask for your help in that area.
Nebadonia: My son, the energy that originates at the very
source of the universe is manifested in human awareness in
numerous ways. You will sense it as this divine enthusiasm,
you will sense it as a light-heartedness and a lightness in
your being. There is a greater vitality towards becoming God-like
as your perfection hunger increases. For what changes in your
mind is the enhancement of joy that you increasingly perceive
as you sense all of the love that is inside you that is yours
as a gift from the Father in Paradise. This energy has a life-affirming
quality to it as you have already experienced. And this will
only grow stronger the more love you sense.
It more important though to ask to receive this love-energy
than it is to understand the components of the energy itself.
The love-energy is the dynamic force of the universe. It weaves
through every molecule in your being. Allow this to magnify
in its intensity in you. Feel this deeply. It is not so important
now to understand the components of what this energy is as
to just feel it, to immerse yourself in it and to sense that
every cell in your being is bursting with a joyful playfulness
of being in love with your Creator. Do you understand, my
son?
Student: I think I do. Thank you.
Nebadonia: Do you have any other concerns about perceiving
this love-energy?
Student: One thing that was new to me on Saturday was the
adjutant of counsel in the throat area. I would appreciate
any enlightenment on that.
Nebadonia: The ability to communicate in thought symbols
in human experience is a gift from my mind to yours. As you
grow your soul body so does this adjutant of counsel begin
its expansion in capturing higher universe concepts. You grow
in your capacity to communicate. Your spiritual vocabulary,
as it were, increases. The words of love, the words of truth,
the words of comfort, forgiveness and mercy expand. This is
a natural outgrowth and it will happen over time the more
love you experience within you.
The conveyance of ideas through your verbal means of communication
is such a prevalent means of communication in your world.
I say to you that there are other forms of communication,
but at this point in your development this is the main one
that humans understand. For now, I would ask you to consider
the idea of becoming so full of love that your whole body
would wish to explode with it. And your own inner energy centers
will calibrate on this energy of love that is growing within
you, and you will find a different level of expressing yourself.
This is gradual, this will become almost imperceptible to
you. But looking back over time you will notice that is the
outgrowth of counsel within you. Does this help?
Student: Yes it does very much. Thank you again.
Nebadonia: Be in my embrace, my son.
Student: Mother Nebadonia, I would like to ask a question
concerning the method of communication between us. Would I
be better served if I could commune with you in his depth
through my own stillness? Would I be better served in trying
to communicate with you in this way even though it may take
much longer to reach this depth, than to enjoin this free
and open communication with you through my sister?
Nebadonia: R, my son, your stillness practice is still very
vital to your spiritual development and the enhancement of
the circuitry to sense the presence of me and your Father.
You may still wish to commune with me in this way we are now
conversing. But in time you will no longer need this for my
presence in you will be more perceptible. It is a natural
outgrowth to perceive me personally and to hear to my voice
within you. You are gaining greater confidence in your ability.
And you have been given a personal teacher, and this is also
an effective means for you to develop the confidence in your
ability to receive this higher level of communication.
Practice this as much as you can during the day. My daughter
who has been given to you will teach you and help you to grow
in your capacity to sense me more. As you are in the stillness
call on me to grow you in me—in my womb of love—creating
new circuits of my being to weave through you, holding you
close, making you feel safe and comfortable. When you sense
this safety and comfort, it is I you are sensing. When you
sense love and warmth, it is I. As you lie in the stillness
and ask me to weave this through you, know in time that you
will grow and your capacity to receive me internally will
be fully satisfied. Do you have any other concerns about this,
my son?
Student: My main concern was addressed. I just want to make
sure I’m not delaying this deeper communication with
you through the simplicity of the communication we have now,
for this is much easier than having this depth of communication
in the stillness. I do not want to slow down my growth in
that way by having such easy of communication with you this
way.
Nebadonia: Well, if you wanted to test yourself, you can
always go as you say, ‘cold turkey!’
Student: I was hoping for your suggestion as to what would
be the better way of growth.
Nebadonia: But I want you to consider the humor in this.
And to take this growth more light-heartedly! You are growing,
my son. Please take off these qualifiers that you put on yourself.
They are a distraction.
Student: Your counsel is well taken. I would like to thank
you once again for this beautiful teacher you have assigned
to me. It’s such a gift, an unimaginable gift!
Nebadonia: I receive your gratitude with open arms. Know
that while you feel this blessing is unimaginable, it is true
in our universe there is always so much more help than you
can imagine. It is so difficult for you all to see this unseen
benevolent conspiracy of love that works on your behalf when
you have so many other material distractions of competition
and deprivation pulling at you, conditioning you. I ask you
to get used to this—this level of help, this level of
guidance that is available to you. Imagine it! All of your
needs will be met. Imagine it and claim it, and let yourself
grow confident that this is all for you because you are my
child.
Student: Thank you, Mother. I suspect what you are saying
to me this evening is to simply lighten-up! I will take that
counsel.
Student: Mother, does consciousness or awareness permeate
the universe with as much completeness as time and space and
matter?
Nebadonia: What you are understanding as consciousness is
actually much greater than what you understand of time and
space. Think of the universe as being permeating with circuits
or threads of information all running through it. These threads
connect beings—intelligent beings, human beings, celestial
beings—all together in this pulsating cosmos of love
and life. The idea of consciousness as has been understood
on this world is simply a way to identify that there is this
stream of information that weaves into you, that is available
to you from the realm of spirit matter, which is your Source
and which has encircuited you to pull you back into the embrace
of the Source of all love and life at the very center of the
universe.
What you will encounter as you journey into this realm of
consciousness are deep and broad bands of information growing
you in relationships with other beings and in relationships
with ideas and the mysteries of the universe as you discover
the intelligent scheme of the Father’s plan. You will
have the capacity to grow in this information, and you are
on this journey albeit you are doing it in the physical realm.
You will be able to grow from level to level to level to level
until one day you are standing in the very center of the universe
fully united with your Divine Source from whence you came.
As you think of the idea of consciousness, think of growing
into the awareness that God has for the universe, and your
life will be an exploration of understanding the plans of
God. Do you understand, my son?
Student: Well, at least at a rudimentary level. It’s
definitely food for thought and inspirational. Thank you.
Nebadonia: Do you need anything clarified in your mind?
Student: Well, there’s plenty of non-clarification
in my mind, but for now this is all I can digest. It definitely
feels complete.
Nebadonia: Your mind is stretchable. While it may seem that
you are just barely grasping this idea, sit back and let the
thoughts and the ideas that I have shared with you now enter
into your being and encircuit that which you already know
and make it greater. Let me weave this into you now for a
few moments, C. (Pause) And be in my peace.
Student: I want to know why I’m experiencing an escalation
in my symptoms.
Nebadonia: R, my son, the tumultuous conditions in your body
are moving through you as this great shifting, sorting, and
correction process unfolds within you. Gain a greater interest
in trusting where your Father Michael is guiding you now.
Has He not encouraged you to look less at your physical condition
and more at your spiritual growth?
Student: Comments too faint to hear.
Nebadonia: The idea to consider is to let go of the outcome
of your physical condition and your physical body. This does
not mean that you are going to leave this world. This is an
internal attitude adjustment that says: “It no longer
matters to me what happens to my body. I am more concerned
in growing in my Father, in his truth, in his light, and that
is the focus of my life.” There is a distinction to
be made in your mind that is less focused on your physical
reality and in tuned with your spiritual inner development.
I encourage you to consider this carefully in the coming
days, and to even more fully go into that realm where your
body becomes less important to you than your spiritual growth.
You may, in your stillness, call upon your Father and me to
help you make this parting of the ways more clear in your
mind and to lead you more into that joyful relaxation of spirit
that in turn has a healthful restorative effect in your body.
As you ponder this answer and re-read it in your lesson transcript,
know that we will be there to assist you in this perception
change. Are you willing to do this now, R?
Student: I’ll have to read the transcript, but I get
the gist of it. But I am concerned. (Other comments too faint
to hear)
Nebadonia: I understand your attachment to your physical
condition. But truly you are much greater than this—your
self, your personality, who you really are as a child of God
in this ever expanding universe. This physical body you inhabit
now is what you must use to navigate this planet. But as you
detach more from this vehicle in attitude and more in the
idea of yourself as a child of this whole universe, your body
will be able to relax more in trust, and you will find a very
comforting soothing healing effect. Rest in me now and let
me weave more of my sense of your identity into you. (Pause)
Student: Mother, I have a question about my ability to learn
new things, new concepts. Sometimes I find it very challenging
and time-consuming to learn or grasp new topics of things
like financial or computer concepts. I’m wondering what
kind of advice you can give me to focus better to learn these
things more quickly. I have the problem of focusing in some
areas.
Nebadonia: C, my daughter, your capacity to learn new ideas
is a quality that changes the more you practice stilling your
mind and relaxing it so that this information that wishes
to intersect into the knowledge base that you already have
can be sorted and coordinated with what you already know and
help you achieve new levels of understanding and synthesis.
But if you expect that this will happen quickly, you will
be disappointed. I encourage you to banish this word from
your learning vocabulary.
The more efficient way of capturing and coordinating information
in your mind will occur when you enter a learning environment
in an attitude of stillness. Your attitude of stillness grows
the more you practice it in the quiet times of your days so
that when you are more actively engaged mentally you can carry
this attitude of stillness around you, this deeper relaxed
state of the mind where information flows seamlessly in and
has the capacity to be sorted and assimilated within.
Student: I think sometimes I respond to my fear about learning
new concepts and I become paralyzed and perhaps stop trying
even though I feel I’m trying very hard because the
topic is unfamiliar.
Nebadonia. This is quite common in human experience. When
you are ready to learn a new concept that seems challenging
to you, come to me. Ask for me to open you into the realm
of the deeper understanding in your mindal circuits. Breathe
and relax. As much as you can, open your mind to the stillness
state and tell yourself: “I am open to learning this
new idea.” Take the judgments off about time and fear.
Be relaxed and ask for my peace, my soothing calming presence
within you to quell your fears. Practice this many times over
when you are in new experiences and one day you will find
that these new ideas will not seem to be so overwhelming,
but you will be excited because you will be learning something
that is quite beautiful and interesting and will give you
greater mental breadth and range.
Student: Your words are very comforting, Mother. I will try
this. Thank you.
Nebadonia: Feel my peace now enter into you. And remember
to access this each time you learn something new. Remember,
it is not so much what it is that you are learning, whether
it is important or trivial, than it is to be in this relaxed
state and receive. Receive me.
Student: Thank you, Mother. That helps a lot.
Student: Mother, I have a question about the practice of
stillness. I can still my body but I cannot still my mind.
It just keeps rolling on and refuses to stop and I can’t
be in the present with my mind running off. It’s frustrating
and I don’t want to do it anymore. My mind just won’t
still. Do you have any advice about that?
Nebadonia: C, my son, there is an energy presence in your
mind that is quite powerful, you might even call it quite
locomotive in its power and drive. It is important for you
now to accept the driving force of your mind and not to be
frustrated by it. For stilling your mind does not necessarily
mean that your mind is going to stop. Your mind will not stop,
but your mind can slow and soften. What do you think would
be an effective means for you to slow your thoughts?
Student: I don’t have an idea about that and I don’t
know how to do that. Nothing I’ve done in the past seems
to work very well.
Nebadonia: I ask you to take this into your Father Fragment
and ask for the thought impulses to slow down while you wish
to commune with the Father. I want you to do this now for
a moment. (Pause)
Student: My mind seems to be amazingly peaceful and quiet
right at this moment. Not having any distracting thoughts
at the moment. Thank you, Mother.
Nebadonia: When you practice this, call on me, and we will
work together to slow you down and to help you overcome this
frustration. I ask you to accept the fact of the power in
your mind at this moment and how it moves. Begin to tell your
mind that it is now time to learn to slow down. This is a
thought you can carry around with you during your normal conscious
awareness throughout the day. Do you understand, my son?
Student: Yes, I will do that. Thank you, Mother. The more
I get to know you and the more I get to know Father, the more
I learn to love you both. Thank you for your love and guidance.
Nebadonia: It is always yours to enjoy. Be in my peace.
Student: Yes, Mother. I wish to thank you for our communication
together the other evening along with Michael. Since that
evening I’ve experienced a deeper sense of peace, like
something was lifted out of me. I have been implementing the
instructions you gave to me on having Jesus be with me throughout
my day and communicating with him. There was an experience
I had the other evening where, after a particular phone call,
I felt this deep sense of loneliness, pain, and anguish. It
was so overwhelming that I asked you and Michael to give me
some idea of what it was all about, some insight. It was so
deep and hard to get through.
But when I allowed myself to come into your presence and
energies, and the word that came up was…the word has
slipped my mind. Where my love wasn’t allowed to be
expressed. When I was in your presence, it was lifted. The
word that came up was rejection. When I had that insight,
it lifted and I wish to thank you for that. It seems like
as I let go of myself into the Father, and let go of this
neediness that I seem to have acquired, the purer my love
is, and the more aware of your presence and Michael’s
within me I am, and the deeper sense of peace I have. I wish
to thank you for that. I know my life is changing and transforming.
It seems like my mind only desires more and more thy will
and nothing else matters. I wish to thank you.
Nebadonia: I receive your words with affection and understanding.
The grateful attitudes of our children who come to know us
who live on this world, who have been so sorely deprived of
our love, is so precious that you will never truly understand
how much we appreciate your gratitude. But D as you have had
parental experience you know what it is to receive the affections
of your children. And I say to you, ours are so much greater.
Our appreciation and our cherishing of your affection are
beyond human expression. As you know there is a proportional
relationship of the gratitude you give and how it expands
how you receive. And so it is.
Who would wish to speak before I retire?
Student: Mother, I would just like to slip in one question,
a little off subject, but I will ask if it’s OK. Our
Avonal Son that has been promised to us, Monjoronson, is he
to be the sixth epochal revelation to the planet, or is he
a part of the fifth epochal revelation to the planet?
Nebadonia: My son, why do you concern yourself with such
inconsequential matters? What does it matter what number this
is? This gift that is being given to you defies quantitative
sequence of events on this planet. There are more epochal
revelations to come in time. I would not wish to discourage
your appetite for curiosity by answering this question with
a number.
Student: Forgive me. In defense of asking the question there
was a transcript that I read from one of the teachers just
recently that spoke about this planet receiving seven epochal
revelations to get to light and life. So that question came
up in my mind. But you’re right; it is inconsequential.
Nebadonia: And I understand your curiosity. I am not admonishing
you for it. It is a humorful response that I give to you.
Enjoy it in the lightheartedness of knowing that your boundless
curiosity makes you ask some very amusing questions to me.
Student: It’s good to know that I can amuse my Mother.
Nebadonia: And on that lighthearted note, let us come together
in the joy of being a family. Know that your place in this
family is secure. You have the devoted tender and ever-available
affection of your parents who watch over you and carefully
guide you. You have affectionate brothers and sisters in the
spirit whose help, whose greater experience is there for you
to seek. My children, this family you are in is your home.
Come into your home. Find your place. Take off your shoes
and relax. Sit by the fire of your Father’s and my love
for you and let yourself be warmed through and through. We
are your home. You are in us and we are in you. Feel your
home and rest in the comfort and security of our embrace.
Good evening, my precious children.
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