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MOTHER
SPIRIT – AUGUST 25, 2003
My
children. I greet you this evening with an outpouring of my
love upon you. This is your Mother who speaks now. Come into
my embrace by simply focusing your desire to be loved by me,
your Universe Mother. Find that desire within you that yearns
for the motherly touch, and you shall receive my tender affection
and my gentle caress within your mind. (Pause)
Can
you sense within you your own internal need for me and what
I can bring into your life? Sense your need for me. (Pause)
When you have allowed that to become more apparent in your
mind and emotion, ask for my embrace to be impressed within
you. (Pause) Ask for your own internal need for me—for
my presence, my influence, and my embrace in your life—to
deepen. (Pause)
Ask
for the littleness of your stature in the universe as a young
child to deepen within your mind. (Pause) Find that desire
to see yourself as a little child in the universe to deepen
within your mind. And when you have found that desire, call
upon me to add a greater expression and expansion of that
into you. (Pause) Now, again, ask to perceive the littleness
of your being, and when you sense that, ask to sense the preciousness
of who you are as this young child of the universe. (Pause)
Now,
ask for the truth of who you are to be more fully impressed
upon your mind. (Pause)
Student:
Mother God, I have care and concern in missing some skills
for connection in relating to other beings. While I am learning
on this earthly realm who I already am, I know in seeking
these skills I truly do feel concerned that I am reluctant
and fearful, not wanting to be, but still remain so that these
people will not be able to help me gain these particular skills.
But I know if I don’t have, I truly feel as though I
will be left in this state of them not being there—these
skills and people who can help. And a kind of retardance,
and there will not be a way with which to thoroughfare to
the next step of enlightenment from where I last reached.
What is your knowledge and your wisdom?
Mother
Spirit: My daughter, I would ask that you allow me to answer
this question when we have completed the experiential portion
of this evening. For what you are now experiencing will, in
fact, help you achieve deeper levels of self-sufficiency and
inner resources and skills. I ask you to relax now into me,
putting aside your fears and reservations, and allowing my
presence to overshadow your mind, and to add new things—new
sensing capacities, new inner resources of perception—within
you. Will you do this now, my daughter? (Yes, thank you.)
Thank you. (Pause)
Ask
now for your self-identification to be firmly planted in the
truth of who you are as our child. Let your bodies receive
the thought-forming reality of this substance within your
being. (Pause)
Now
in your mind’s eye, envision of glowing ball of truth-light
in the center of this circle. It is glowing golden in color
with a very warm white tinged pulsation emanating from it.
In your mind’s eye invite this energy from the center
of the circle to now enter into your body as you relax in
letting this energy presence now fill you—fill you to
overflowing. (Pause)
My
children, you are constantly nourished in the love-light of
truth. This is a living substance for your soul. It will satisfy
you deeply to the core of your being. You have access to this
because you are our children. Tonight it is my desire that
you experience more of your child-likeness in your relationship
to who you are in the universe. And that your bodies now fully
receive that quality of son-ship and daughter-ship that is
your birthright. (Pause)
As
you allow this evening’s experience to deepen within
you, you may share your comments with me, but I will in a
moment be addressing J’s question. (Pause)
My
daughter J, as you begin to develop more intimate relationships
with me and your Heavenly Father, attach yourself more and
more to who you desire to become. And to ask for those inner
skills and resources that you desire to embody. It is now
significant that you wish to overcome the rudimentary fears
of living on this world, and in the conflicts you have faced
in interpersonal communications. Your Father and I will grow
you into a more healthful expression of communication and
relationship dynamics that will make you very effective in
all aspects of your life. Ask for your own internal fears
to be detached from your thought patterns as you now seek
to become more God-like. Find your desire to grow your beauty
and your goodness. Call on your Father and me and we will
add those qualities into you. We will encircuit you in them,
and you will embody them over time and with practice and with
patience and with increased dedication and diligence to become
like the Creator in Paradise.
Know
that the fears you now experience are temporary and are not
reflective of the true nature of your identity. Yes, they
have been part of your experience and they have been in you
for a time. But now is the time to allow them to be detached
so you can grow strong through our grace and our love into
the gloriousness and vibrancy of who you truly are as an embodiment
of the Source and Center of all reality. Do you understand
my meaning, my little one? (Yes, thank you.)
Be
in my peace, and allow my love to fill you with confidence
and wholeness. Receive now, my daughter. (Pause) I will receive
your comments now, children.
Student:
Mother Nebadonia, I wish to thank you this evening. I wish
to thank you for the changes that have taken place in my home
over the last two years. I had some friends who recently visited,
and they immediately commented that they felt more peace and
love in the home; something I’m not daily conscious
of. But it was something that was quite reassuring to hearing
them say that because I attribute it to the work that you
and Michael are doing to bring more love and peace into my
home even though I am not conscious of it day to day. When
I look back now I can see the difference. Thank you for this.
Mother
Spirit: R, my son, when you first embarked upon this quest
to bring us into your family life, we assured you we would
assist you and that your family’s health was paramount.
While I know you had some doubts in your heart and mind about
the efficacy of our ministrations to your family, you have
been faith-filled and trusting. And you are now able to more
cooperatively assist us in your family’s healing through
a more patient and non-resistant approach. So I ask you now,
what has this done for your faith? And it is not so much for
you to now answer this to me, but for you to consider this
in your daily stillness for a time, and to let the fullness
of this idea become more fully experienceable in your being—body
and mind. Do you understand my meaning, my son?
Student:
Yes, I do. I will open heartedly and willingly accept all
your wonderful gifts. Thank you.
Mother
Spirit: You may not realize this yet, but what you are now
embarked upon is holding a pattern of faith for your family
to witness, and for them to actually be nourished through
your capacity to feed on your Father and on me. Though you
may not fully see the outworkings of this in your family life,
surely this is what is unfolding slowly yet consistently the
more you embody this faith-filled attitude and capacity in
your being. Let the fullness of this idea grow within you
and lead you into deeper depths so your family can fully pattern
themselves upon you, and thereby grow in their own love of
our Creator. My peace is upon you now, my son.
Student:
I’ve been exposed to many great teachings and teachers—the
Bible, Christ, the teachings of Buddha and his life, and many
other masters and spiritual helpers. I’m wondering if
it’s advisable to devote myself to one path or one teaching,
or is it okay to be influenced by many teachings? Which will
be to my advantage considering my very little amount of willpower
and awareness with which to devote myself to any teaching
or practice to begin with? Is it reasonable to keep exploring
many paths? I’m not sure what my question is; hopefully
you will be able to synthesize it based on these comments.
Mother
Spirit: C my son, you have a sincere desire for truth. And
that desire has led you on a search, has it not? (Yes) Find
that desire for truth now. (Pause)
Student:
It’s peaceful and solid.
Mother
Spirit: Are you also able to sense within you a synthesis
and unity of all that you have gleaned from the wisdom and
beauty of the sacred texts and the teachers of truth?
Student:
They’re like the facets of a diamond.
Mother
Spirit: And yet the diamond in an of itself one entity, is
it not? (Yes) But it adds depth and richness and texture and
hue to your life. Now in your mind’s eye, ask for that
truth of that diamond to vibrate—to energize the core
of your being. (Pause) What is it now that you are experiencing
now, my son?
Student:
For some reason it’s a sense of joy or mirth, and peace.
Mother
Spirit: So then would you have felt that the pursuit of these
wisdom texts and these truth teachers to be of value to you?
(Very much) And now, this experience with me and your Creator
Father, how would you describe its impact on your life?
Student:
Positive, of course. But I’m a little embarrassed to
admit that I’m easily distracted by day to day issues
and pettiness and many other negative small imperfections,
so it’s not as great an effect as it could have, but
slowly but surely, I’m growing, I believe, towards wholeness
and wisdom and peace.
Mother
Spirit: But when you experience our presence within you, what
is your reality at that moment?
Student:
I feel deeper and more whole; peaceful and inspired.
Mother
Spirit: So now in your mind’s eye, can you see the study
of the wisdom traditions on side of the scale and the direct
personal experience you have with Michael and me on the other
side of the scale?
Student:
Yes, it feels like they are pointing in your direction.
Mother
Spirit: Ask this question now in your mind: I am interested
now in pursuing the wisest course of action for my life, and
I ask to be guided into that direction. Can you do this now,
my son? (Yes) Still your mind and see where the direction
is now gently guiding you. (Pause) And when you see that,
ask for your desire to be led in this direction to be strengthened
and to be purified.
Student:
I don’t see where this leads in the outer world—I
just see that I can reflect truth and wisdom and love, but
I don’t know how that will take shape on this planet,
as far as what to do.
Mother
Spirit: Perhaps it is not the time to see how this will manifest
outworldly. You must fill yourself first, my son, with our
presence, our being, our truth, and our love. When you become
so imbued with this, then more wisdom and more experiences
will unfold within you. As you re-read this lesson after it
has been transcribed, I invite you to participate again in
this exercise with me, and allow your desire to follow the
truth for you to grow, and then patiently await as your mind
yields to the truth. You will find the answer that you seek.
Can you do this now, my son?
Student:
Yes, I will.
Mother
Spirit: And will you try to be patient and non-judgmental
with yourself while this is unfolding within your mind? (Yes)
I leave you now with a greater desire for discernment. Allow
this to emerge your consciousness and be in my peace.
Student:
Mother, since our last gathering, as I opened up to experiencing
the core of my being of God within, I feel a sense in my body
of the finite rubbing against the infinite. It’s like
a divine irritation. It’s like I know, I even have some
understanding, but some of my old ways and beliefs that I
know no longer work for me are fighting a tough battle. I’ve
been going through periods where I’ve been out of balance.
Tonight was really important for me to climb back into the
womb of my mother to be nourished and nurtured, and to have
my wounds taken care of and salved.
A
part of me knows to be patient and to sally forth into this
experience of allowing a deeper meaning of whom I am to come
forth. I’m gathering since Monjoronson was here and
meditating upon the idea that God is God and nothing else
matters. I contemplate that at night and allow that to deepen
my experience of who I am. So I thank you for this experience
tonight.
Mother
Spirit: As you allow the Light of Truth to shine upon your
raw human-ness, more and more will you love that nature, that
irritating troublesome human nature that you have been created
to embody. For in this quality of childlikeness, surely comes
the awareness that you are growing into spiritual maturity,
and the child nature yields in time. That you have shown patience,
diligence, trust, steadfastness is surely a testament to the
God within you that desires your union. As we discussed in
the recent past—to go fully into this human nature—and
to fully embrace it with loving arms enjoying every irritating
morsel of who you are and letting that be illuminated in truth.
For these qualities that you find so vexing are actually some
of your most noble capacities yet to be fully enlivened in
the truth of the Father. Do you understand my meaning, my
son?
Student:
Can you give me an example, please?
Mother
Spirit: Find now that place of irritation within you. Ask
to sense the raw human-ness rubbing against the divine. (Pause)
Now ask for Michael’s truth to fully spiritize that
irritant and to give you an enlarged capacity of your self-ideation.
(Pause)
Like
the oyster which has had that grain of sand in its being,
irritating and even painful at times within its sensing capacities,
so is it able to produce that liquid that coats that irritant
and creates the beautiful pearl. And so do you have this capacity
do generate that precious gem out of something that is very
raw and very tender and undisciplined and unspiritized. Do
you have your answer now, my child? (Yes, I do so clearly)
Would you like to now make a pearl necklace for yourself?
(Yes) And to wear it proudly around you that would be a treasure
of great beauty to display for others to see and to admire?
Would this now appeal to you?
Student:
Yes, I don’t actually to have to wear the pearl necklace…it’s
just by the life I live reflecting that preciousness.
Mother
Spirit: It was intended as a metaphor. (Thank you very much)
My love is upon you.
Student:
Mother, I’d just like to say thank you for doing this.
Sometimes I feel the flavor of a kind of sweet irony. I seem
to understand what the text means: we who are the lowest form
of creatures of will dignity are truly blessed starting at
the bottom, because we have the opportunity to help be a part
of all that we become. So as a little child, I just feel positively
ancient. Again, thank you for doing this. Take care of our
beloved D.
Mother
Spirit: My son J, I acknowledge your gratefulness. And on
a world such as this where the Light of Truth has been so
blighted by evil and sin, truly we as your parents are the
ones who are so overjoyed to see our children now reaching
up to us in greater desire for union and relationship and
intimacy. For us to watch your growth and to see you perceive
your growth is a joy only a parent and one who has parental
experience can fully appreciate. You make us proud by your
efforts and your stalwart intentions to growth.
Your
commitment to your continued development is so noteworthy
in light of the deprived spiritual that has been in existence
on this world. But you have been able to rise from your spiritual
slumber, and to more fully and more formally accept this mantel
of faith which has been given to you fills us with such boundless
joy and celebration. I am having difficulty in expressing
these words through D this evening because there are no equivalents
in your language or experience.
Student:
Believe it or not, Mother, we understand. Thank you.
Mother
Spirit: Are there are other comments before we conclude? (Pause)
I wish to bring you into a fuller understanding of our love
and our appreciation for your efforts at your growth and your
faith. (Pause) Receive our grace upon you. (Pause) Good evening,
my beloved children.
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