MOTHER SPIRIT AND MICHAEL – AUGUST 4, 2003
My children, good evening. This is Nebadonia, your Mother.
I welcome you here this evening and receive you into my bosom.
As my mind is actually endowed throughout your being of consciousness,
I invite you to receive me more fully in your awareness in
sensing my motherliness and trusting my all pervading love
that flows through you. It is my desire that you, my children,
should know, feel, receive the fullness of my love for you.
Receive this now, my dear ones. (Pause)
Envision if you will a light beam as my love. Invite my love
as this beam of light into those places in your body where
you sense tension. Ask for the light to envelop this tension.
Sense the expansion of the tension and let it dissipate as
you melt more trustingly into my loving embrace. (Pause)
Invite the truth of Michael now into your being. Welcome
your Creator-Father into your body and mind. (Pause)
As your Creator-Father stands in the very center of your
being, invite your thoughts to gravitate into Him. Invite
the way you think and the thoughts you think to blend into
His being to be transformed into truth and into righteousness.
You can only gain greater freedom in your body and mind when
you do this, my children. You will actually grow and free
yourself from fear and doubt by simply inviting your thoughts
into the truth. Spend some time now consciously directing
your thought patterns into the very essence of your Father.
Can you sense now an expansion of your own loveliness? Can
you feel an awareness of a greater capacity for love and for
goodness? In this exercise you are being nourished in your
soul by your soul’s food—the Living Truth. You
know your Father has spoken these words: “I am the Living
Water. I am the Bread of Life.” And now, my children,
experience this nourishment vibrating, alive within you. Know
this is the place to receive your food for your eternal life.
(Pause) Your Father will address you now.
Greetings, my children. This is Michael. When you open yourself
to me, you are inviting every speck of error and sin within
you to be purified. I desire that my children stand before
me in the purest innocence of their goodness—of their
Father-likeness. It is my truth that will free you from all
of the layers that you have held within you in thought, in
word, in deed. It is by the action of your Mother that my
truth is able to shine forth through these many layers. So
you need not fear in coming to me and allowing all of your
thoughts to enter into my truth. Each and every one of them
will be purified. You only have to ask and to receive.
So I ask you again this evening, my children, will you do
this for me? Will you bring your thoughts of doubt, fear,
anxiety and depression to me so I may release you from them—so
your Mother can clean your mind; so you can stand before me
clean and pure and innocent as a newborn babe? Take this question
into the stillness, sensing where there is resistance and
inviting your Mother’s embrace to soften that within
Many times you have heard the words ‘you must be born
of the spirit.’ You are indeed birthing a new identity
for yourself—this spirit resonance within you that vibrates
with the love of the Father in Paradise. This is the new self
you are allowing to emerge amidst the shadows—those
deep dark shadows within you. And so, it is right and good
that you would feel this tension as the light longs to penetrate
through the shadows. By allowing your thoughts to come into
my truth, my light can shine through you. The shadows within
your being are vanquished. And so, I ask you: will you do
this for me? Will you bring me your thoughts and let me shine
through them? This is all I ask of you, my children. (Pause)
Long have the clouds of confusion hung heavy over the hearts
of men and women on this world. But you, in asking for the
light of truth to shine upon you and through you, are dispelling
these clouds—each and every one. By emerging your true
self out from my light out into the world, holding high your
truth light for your brothers and sisters to see, you are
thereby casting more light into the world receding one cloud
at a time into nothingness.
The broken hearts that have lain scattered across the fields
of deprivation and despair are being gathered by your coming
into me and allowing the past to be reclaimed in truth. Those
long-distorted energy thought patterns are now being corrected,
slowly but truly, each and every one will be purified in my
light. And you, as my workers in the field, I call you now
into that realm and ask you to find the broken-hearted in
this desolate land and bring me my children. Bring them to
me for my love. Will you do this for me, my beloveds? Will
you prepare yourselves for the harvest of lost souls by allowing
yourselves to be so illuminated that these souls will come
to you openly for they will know that you have their nourishment
I withdraw and leave you to your Mother. Good evening, my
dear children. (Pause)
My children, as the peace of your Father envelopes you and
keeps you safe in the womb of my universe, let your hearts
be light with joy and celebration as we come now into the
time of harvest—harvesting these souls for healing and
You may bring to me tonight your questions and comments about
what you have experienced and received and what thoughts still
lie heavy on your souls so your Father and I may ease for
Student: Mother, I would like to know how to pray for others
and what to pray for others. I would also like to know how
to pray for me without being selfish and self-centered about
Mother: When you ask for help for another person or yourself,
simply invite that the Father’s will prevail in that
person’s life. You will not necessarily know what is
intended for that individual, will you? (No) But you can certainly
ask that the Father’s will be done. And what is more
important than knowing what it is that person needs? It is
finding that sincere motivation within you that longs to see
a better life for this individual or for yourself. Hold a
picture of this individual in your mind. Present this person
before me and your Father and simply ask for the Father’s
will to prevail. And, if you can, for a few moments still
your mind and feel your love for this individual as you allow
the gaze upon this individual to extend and so we may enter
into this individual’s mind and by our love uplift that
person. Is this something you would be interested in doing
my son, C?
Student: Yes, Mother, I will do it now.
Mother: As you do this, remember to find that place of love
deep within you for that individual. Let this love begin to
envelop you so that one day you will actually feel the Father’s
love for this person. And when you hold this person up to
your Father and to me, you will in essence feel the three-fold
action of our ministry being seeded into this individual.
And this will make your prayer highly effective and beneficial.
Do you understand?
Student: Yes, Mother, thank you.
Mother: Your willingness to pray and serve my children is
commendable and deeply appreciated my son.
Student: Thank you for your love and guidance.
Mother: It is always yours. Be in our peace.
Student: Mother, I have a question about planning—about
planning one’s day or a week of activities. What can
you say to help me or any of us to plan better during the
day or the next week so we can work with you and our angels
to more effective in our work and service during ordinary
times? I would love to hear you re-state what I’ve heard
before. It seems like an important question for me right now.
Mother: B, my son, it is a very pertinent question for all
of you, and I am very happy that you have raised this tonight.
Your planning is part of a co-creative process to bring forth
an ideation of the Father on the earth. Is this your understanding?
Student: “Ideation of the Father?” Yes, I guess
I see this.
Mother: Now I would like you to let this idea grow within
you at this moment and I will add something into you. (Pause)
Can you sense that there are steps that lead you from the
idea down through the numerous tasks and processes that must
be developed, congealed, correlated as they move into the
outward manifestation. Can you sense that now? (Yes, I certainly
Now, invite your angels in to this idea and ask them to sew
you into the step that you need to take at this one particular
time. Let them blend this step into you. (OK) Pause. Now can
you sense a deeper grounding of this step that you must take
on your way to manifesting this ideation of the Father?
Student: Yes, that grounds it by sewing my best capacities
into the idea. I can see that.
Mother: Now, here is the pivotal question. Can you be patient
while this is being seeded (tape turned)......
Student: ......That’s a hard one for me—to wait
until I’m called into action. I don’t see the
point of being patient. Can you address that?
Mother: But, my son, this is as you say ‘where you
drop the ball,’ and where your energies become diffused.
By not allowing the patience that is required, you begin to
sense that things are not working as they should because you
are not trusting in God’s plan or the process of manifesting
of the idea. So in a way, you are asserting your own will.
And whose will do you wish to implement?
Student: Not my will, but God’s will.
Mother: So you must find that desire within you and ask yourself
when you feel this impatience: whose will do I wish to implement?
Student: This sure is a big question. This self-willing is
in a sense something that happens out of impatience with a
process I think is not to my liking or going too slowly.
Mother: There are other components to it, but these are some
of the main impediments to your being able to plan and implement
carefully, skillfully, and wisely. Now I ask you to invite
your Father to impart more patience into you. Do this now
and see what this does in your mind.
Student: Right away there is a peace and relaxation right
into my body I get from inviting Father into that place. Then,
a kind of freedom and confidence as well.
Mother: How would you contrast this to what you feel when
you are in your scattered energy mode of being?
Student: Just that...scattered; and seemingly efficient when
I’m in the moment, but as you look at the day or week,
it’s not efficient or effective.
Mother: As you sense this patience and all of the qualities
it imbues within you, follow this thread now and ask for the
grounding and the patience to lead you to the next step in
conjunction with your angels as they guide you. Let the thread
unfold in the next few moments.
Student: Can you please restate this, Mother, I’m lost.
Mother: Call upon your angels. Allow them to ground you in
the idea and the patience you need to let the process unfold.
Let them do the work in your mind, inviting them to give you
what you need right now at this moment. And when you are ready
the next thought will emerge. Let it unfold steadily, naturally,
and progressively. Do you understand?
Student: Yes, I do now. (Pause) Would you like me to report
Mother: You may if you wish.
Student: I get a sense from them that they want me to know
that they have a better idea or sense of how the process needs
to be done than I do. To let them carry this out with me co-creatively,
and let them take the lead. That’s what I get.
Mother: Now as you begin your day, would you be willing to
invite your angels to enter into this creative process with
you, and follow this exercise I have given to you this evening
to steady you, to pace you? You will need to practice this
over time with them until it becomes habitual and effortless
and natural; that it would be unthinkable to you to enter
into any endeavor without the cooperation and collaboration
of them. And you may always call on Michael, your Father,
to imbue you with the necessary patience and pacing you need
that will make you a more effective team member with your
angels. Has this answered your question, my son?
Student: With more than I’ve ever dreamed. Thank you,
Mother: I want to use you more than you can know. For I know
what is in your heart to serve your brothers and sisters.
Let us use your energies; you do not need to scatter them
as you have. Let us use you the way we know is best for you
and is the best use of your talents and inner resources. You
will find a greater breadth of expression—more than
you can imagine now—and you will be awed at the wonderful
works you do in the Father’s name in bringing His love
to His children on this world.
Student: OK, Mother, I’ll stand for that.
Mother: And we will stand behind you. You have all of our
love and all of our support, and more than you can ever imagine
or envision for yourself at your disposal. I thought this
would make you happy. And be in our peace, my child.
Student: Mother, I’d like to thank you and Michael
once again. These moments are so very precious. I want to
send my love to a very special guardian angel who is now carrying
the soul of my dearly beloved S. You know that I know that
nothing is truly lost in God’s universe. She’s
in good hands.
Mother: J, my son, she is safe and well cared for. Lovingly
cherished for she is precious as are all of our children.
My love enfolds you. Feel my embrace and know all things are
Student: Thank you, Mother.
Mother: (Pause while embracing student) Our peace is upon
Student: Mother, I have a question for you about my nighttime
meditation. I find it easy to do my meditation in the morning,
but difficult to do another meditation at night even though
I want to because I’m tired from the day’s activities.
I’m not very successful at that. Do you have any advice
for me to help me achieve a more meaningful nighttime meditation?
Mother: K, my daughter, when you prepare yourself for your
nighttime meditation, envision yourself safe in my womb. Invite
me to encircuit you as you slumber. Invite your mind to be
purified during your sleep by asking your angels to construct
new thought patterns for you to open up new channels in your
body that will render your thought processes more receptive
to the Spirit. Then, relax and drift into natural slumber.
And this is all you need to do for your evening meditation.
A simple exercise to prepare you for rest. Do you think you
will enjoy doing it this way?
Student: Yes, this seems very doable and an enjoyable way
to experience my time before my slumber.
Mother: Do you have any other questions about this?
Student: Not now. I will do as you say, and thank you.
Mother: Rest easy in my embrace, my dear one, for my love
will soothe your soul and open new glimpses of the beauty
of yourself. Our peace is with you, my dear one.
Student: Mother, I needed my soul to be nourished tonight.
It seemed like it was opened to yours and Michael’s
nourishment. For the last couple days I’ve been dealing
with negative emotions, allowing myself to experience them—emotions
of resentment and anger. I do not like to be in this place.
Those are the thoughts I gave to Michael in the previous exercise.
There is also a primal sense of entrapment in just in my daily
survival—in the work that I do—and what propels
me to keep working so hard.
It’s like not having the faith that the universe will
provide for me and my family. It’s so deeply ingrained
and it’s like a cycle and I can’t get off no matter
what spiritual techniques I use. And coupled with my experience
of last week in being here, it’s really strong; staring
me right in the face. It’s not the identity I wish to
experience any more, but it’s so wrapped up in fear
that I am deeply afraid to let it go. It’s like my existence
is wrapped up in it. But I have had a taste of the Father’s
identity and how He sees me, and that’s now I want to
live each and every moment.
Mother: D, my little one, you sense the inherent duality
of your being—the God-self pivoted against the evolutionary
nature. My question to you is: have you found it within your
heart to love this primal nature of yourself?
Student: I can’t say that I have.
Mother: Why would you not want to love this part of your
being? It is a part of who you are. It is the way you have
been made in the image of God. It is a part of God’s
plan for you. And while the inherent fears and raw primal-ness
you experience cause you discomfort and distaste, I ask you
to consider the beauty of this evolutionary nature and exactly
why you are made this way—intelligently, lovingly, and
part of a much bigger plan than you can consciously fathom
at this point of your development. Have you seriously pondered
these questions—these ideas—now?