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MICHAEL – JULY 21, 2003
Good evening, my children. My peace is upon you now. This
is Michael. Tonight I wish to alleviate more of the burdens
that you carry deep within you. It is my desire that
my children are freed from the angst and the stress of
everyday life on Urantia. But this is not to say that
your life will become a “bed of roses.” No,
my children, in bringing all of your burdens to me, I
will lighten your load and give you much expanded capacities
to handling living on this challenging sphere.
For times of trouble lie ahead, and I need you, my children,
to be stable anchors amidst the troubled waters of adversity
for your brothers and sisters. I need you to be prepared
and to let your light of truth shine though your sole to
attract those lost and abandoned children whose lives have
been beset by the turbulence to come. And so I ask you
this evening, do you wish to be these anchors for your
brothers and sisters? Are you willing to stand firm amidst
the waters of adversity to quell the fears of your brethren
while they wail about lost and alone? Are you willing to
do this for them and for me?
Take these questions into your heart, present them to
your indwelling Father Fragment. When you are ready, you
may bring your concerns to me, and I will lead you into
a greater understanding.
Student:
I accept your offer to be an anchor or a signpost or
whatever you want me to be on this world. I don’t
know what to do. Can you guide me in what to do and eliminate
the resistance I seem to come with all the time?
Michael:
First of all, C my son, let me express my gratitude to
you for your decision to be this anchor of comfort and
faith my children, your brothers and sisters. Truly this
is a faith endeavor on your part, and what you can do now
to stabilize your anchor is to live more faith-fully each
day in coming to me and asking to be guided, even moment
by moment. In offering to be led by me and your indwelling
Mystery Monitor you will be given a greater range of ideas
to consider as you go about your daily life. The resistance
you are experiencing is simply an untrained mind succumbing
to animal fears and not being in a faith posture allowing
the Father’s plans to unfold both for yourself and
for the planet.
You
cannot know the scope of the Father’s plans;
you are only given that which you need for this day—for
this moment—and learning to attune to what your needs
are. And how the Father and I can provide for them to be
met will increase your capacity for faith and grow you
into that living light of trust and hope and stability
that will draw your brothers and sisters to you so you
can share with them the elements of faith you have learned
and now embody more fully throughout your being. This is
what you can do now. And I have full confidence this is
something you can fully achieve.
My question to you is: do you trust me to guide you, and
are you willing to relinquish your armor of resistance
and follow me?
Student:
Michael, I trust you to guide me and I don’t
want that armor of resistance anymore, it’s of no
use to me. I will get rid of it.
Michael:
Then in prayer as you go about your day, spend some time
before you embark on an activity, call me in—ask
for help. Ask for guidance, wisdom, and insight. Still
your mind and wait. You will in time sense an impulse to
move forward or an idea to consider. Practice this many
times over the course of the day, and you will find the
more you practice this, that this resistance you feel will
diminish. You are training your mind to be used more spiritually,
moving beyond the mere primary basic thinking techniques
you are accustomed to. And if you are patient and consistent
in doing this each day, your mind will respond. Your spirit
will be able to be consciously appreciated deep within
your being. Does this answer your question, my son, to
your satifaction?
Student: Yes it does. Thank you for your offer and thank
you for your loving guidance.
Michael: Grow in my peace, and you will find the liberty
for your soul.
Student: I will do that.
Student:
Michael, I would like to thank you for your very steadfast
support. I feel myself growing and it’s
wonderful. Sometimes it’s very uncomfortable. I’m
beginning to see and really feel dead spots in my life.
The other day there was a program on TV where famous actors
were asked what was their worst word, and the word that
came to me was the word “waste.” Everything
that concept entails—wasting time, wasting one’s
life. I welcome the light that shows that kind of shadow.
From time to time partly because I’m tired or lazy,
my evenings are wasted. Thank you for the uncomfortableness—the
consciousness of this waste.
I
think the way to break out of it is by going into stillness
when I feel this, and just waiting for the guidance of
what to do then. Also, thank you for pointing out in helping
some of my dear friends who bear their souls to me—thank
you for that little gift about listening. That is wonderful.
Michael:
J my son, your life is important. And while it is true
that the human tendency is to gravitate to a more
slothful life style when you are in more of your primal
nature, your moments of growth now are yielding the awareness
there is more to life than just mere existence. There is
service—vibrant, dynamic, satisfying service. The
wastefulness you are experiencing is partly the shedding
of this slothful nature: complacency, indolence, idleness;
this is a part of the past.
While
it is true that if you work expending energy—whether
it is physical, mental, or spiritual—there is time
of replenishment. So you have rightly considered that the
stillness state is your haven of replenishment of all of
the energies you need to continue to grow and perform of
your universal duties. But while you are in this state
of becoming, there will be a period where you are excreting
this waste. Just as your physical system must excrete,
so must the spirit toxins that have affected you for so
many years be purged and cleansed from your being. As you
sense this waste within you, offer it to your Mother for
her purification and wait to receive the spiritual complement
within you that I will seed within you that will be able
to produce a fruit of service in your life at some point.
What
you are undergoing at this point is a natural cleansing
of your spirit system. This wastefulness will diminish,
and you will feel a lightness of being—a presence
within you of a stimulating compulsion as it were to be
of greater love, greater comfort, greater steadiness for
your brothers and sisters. And that you have already experienced
this many times over, surely this is an indicator that
more is yet to come. So I say to you, bring your wastefulness
to your Mother and me, and allow this time of cleansing
to prevail in your life. Be as clean and pure a vessel
of the Father’s love as you can. Is this something
that interests you now?
Student:
Oh, Michael, it does. And in your directness, you went
to the cause. I meant waste in the sense of something
irretrievably lost—we are creatures of time. And
if we miss an opportunity...this is how I meant waste.....wasting
time, wasting life by not living up to your potential.
You’ve gone right through that to point out the way
to not miss that opportunity is to be clean and keen to
that opportunity when it pops up. Your directness astonishes
me! Thank you very, very much.
Michael: My son, why should it surprise you; am I not
your creator? And am I not your human brother that experienced
the fullness of what you now undergo? And would it not
be normal that I would understand the fullness of your
inquiry and be able to attend to your need? And so you
are learning more to trust me, and this is good. For more
than anything of you, I desire your trust.
Student:
The love you have for me, Michael, seems infinite and
perhaps I welcome being astonished by that infinity.
It’s absolutely thrilling. Thank you for your inspiration;
your breathing that life into me.
Michael: And receive more my breath of life as your Mother
enters you now and feeds you. And be in my peace. (Pause)
Who is next to share with me.
Student: (Too faint to hear.)
Michael: R, my son, I am opening the ears of your heart
to hear me more within you. Regardless of the condition
of your body, your soul does receive my truth, and I wish
to now enter within you and expand myself into you. Receive
me now, my son, in faith. (Thank you.) (Pause) My peace
is upon you, my son.
D, you may address me now if you are ready.
Student:
There have been numerous situations I’ve
experienced over the last couple of months: relationships
with my children, with C, with my roommate. They have helped
me grow so much in my spiritual nature. But I was pondering
the other day as I was sitting in meditation about things
you have spoken about—about resting in you and resting
in God and trusting. What I have come to realize is that
I do not allow myself to completely rest in God and trust
in His divine plan for me, even though I know in my heart
that I am being led into a greater expression of who I
am. I want just to rest in Him and you and to allow the
burdens of this world be cleansed from my psyche so I can
experience the beauty, truth and total love of our oneness
together.
Michael:
D my son, it does gladden my heart to hear of your sincere
dedication to follow the Father’s guidance
and to be receptive to the perfection lure within you.
But for a time, my son, you will feel the time-lag of your
burgeoning perfection as you sense that you have not yet
fully achieved full soul satisfaction of union with the
Father. So my question to you is: can you be satisfied
with the beauty and the connection that you have already
achieved? Can you find enjoyment and peace and rest in
that?
Student:
I guess I can try. But I get the sense as you mention
of the dissatisfaction—that there could be
more. That life doesn’t have to be this difficult.
Michael:
This is part of the sincere desire of your soul to experience
union with your indwelling Father Fragment,
but it is also a component of your pre-existing evolutionary
nature to be relieved of your hardships. And never have
I stated to you that this life is an easy one without effort
and struggle. I ask you now to consider letting go of both
diametrically opposing forces within you and find the rest
and peace and joy in the growth that you have achieved
and celebrating that which you have experienced. For you
know, my son, that your growth is progressive and that
you will achieve that which you achingly long to in your
soul. But if you stand against the tide by only wishing
to be unified with the Father, how can you appreciate that
which you are experiencing in the moment and becoming—embodying
that which is of love, of goodness, of patience—and
thereby giving (tape turned)..... within your consciousness
to lead you into greater soul expansion of that which you
cherish. This is the more complete and steadfast way to
grow. Projecting yourself into “I want to experience
more” is the activation of the ego-nature—that
which you have come to define as your ego nature. The soul
nature is in the more immediate sense of experiencing that
which you feel in the moment, and letting the Father and
Mother and me add more into you. Will you consider this
now more fully?
Student:
I see that real clear, and I see myself in that situation
where I feel frustrated because I desire more
and I can see the ego in that, instead of experiencing
the fullness of who I am at that moment in my own beauty.
I get frustrated and that is not being one with the Father.
I see that very clearly. And you mentioned the quandary
of being diametrically opposed between ego and soul. I
feel that quandary with my roommate, whom I have asked
to leave because he did not honor his word to me. I’m
torn between my soul saying one thing and my mind saying
another. It causes me great discomfort, because I know
the relationship I had with him had great spiritual significance.
Michael: But beyond that there is judgment on your part
of yourself that your desire to do the spiritized action
with your roommate is actually impeding your ability to
move forward. You must find within you that place of honoring
what it is that you want and standing firm upon that ground
without judgment of yourself or of him, and knowing that
you are doing your best in that moment. This is all we
ask of you, my son. Why do you ask more of yourself?
Student:
I don’t know; that’s the quandary.
I don’t know what it is that I want in this situation.
I don’t know what God wants of me.
Michael: The Father in Paradise only asks that you try
your best for where you are at this point in time. Nothing
more and nothing less. You have a great capacity to make
decisions and stand firm with your resolution. Will this
be the right decision? You cannot assess it at this moment.
But you must consider several factors. This has to do with
the diminishment of yourself and the diminishment of your
roommate in this situation. Ask the Father to help you
understand that there is no judgment placed upon you now
if you feel that you have reached an apex in your relationship
with C and that it is now time for you and he to grow in
separate directions. Can you do this now?
Student: I will try.
Michael: All that we ask is for you to be honest with
yourself and recognizing your limitations, and then being
able to move forward in confidence in knowing that you
did your very best and allowing the Father to continue
to unfold the greater expression of His love in both of
your lives. Can you do this, my son?
Student: The question comes up: did I do my best? Could
I have done more? Did I do enough?
Michael: I invite you now to go into that place of judgment
within yourself. (Pause) Sense the hold this judgment has
upon you. Now, ask your Mother to untether this from you.
(Pause) Now invite me into that place and ask for my truth
to fill you. (Pause) Rest in my truth, my son. You will
receive your answer. (Pause)
My children, the light of truth on this world is growing
stronger. But there will be a price to pay as the evil
of the legacy of the Lucifer Rebellion releases its grip
upon the hearts and minds of the men and women of this
world. There will be turmoil and increased emotional pressures
brought to bear as these individuals begin to feel the
heaviness of the spiritual poisoning that has been a part
of this planet for so long. This spiritual sickness contains
within it the seeds of rebirth and regeneration. But those
who feel the fullness of this spirit poisoning will not
necessarily see the seeds of healing within that.
This is what I ask of you, my children, to be their bastion
of spiritual sanity by allowing your Mother and me to bolster
your faith; to create within you that steadiness, that
peace, that understanding and compassion that the others
will find to quell their souls and to feed their seeds
of healing within them. As I depart this evening, invite
your Mother to blanket you in safety and comfort that will
nourish your faith, keeping you strong and spiritually
healthy through the adversity to come. I withdraw and leave
you to your Mother. Good evening, my beloved ones.
Mother
Spirit: My children, this is Nebadonia, your Mother.
The truth of Michael is upon you. And whether or not
you
are able to consciously experience it, I am building a
greater infusion of His being within you. Receive, my beloveds,
and be steadied in this truth. (Pause) I say to you: all
of Urantia is being prepared to receive Michael and a new
son whose mission will take you to the shores of light
and life. Long have we waiting for this time of healing
on this beautiful world. And so, it is upon us. And you
are bringing this light of truth, among others, onto this
planet. Receive His truth, my children, and carry this
torch high above you for your brothers and sisters to follow.
(Pause) Sleep well safety encircuited in my womb as I continue
to rebuild within you Michael’s foundation of Living
Truth. Good evening, my children.
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