MICHAEL – APRIL
21, 2003
This is Michael your Creator Father who greets you. Spending
time with me this evening is my delight. That you have
chosen to be here with me is a testament to the faith
that is now dominant within your soul. Make no mistake,
you are growing more faith-filled each day through each
decision hard won on the battlefield of choice and effort
and struggle. Each decision that you make, whether or
not you understand the outcome of the decision, is an
active engagement of the rigorous spiritual currents
that are now leading you into greater expression of the
Father’s will within you.
Having said this, I ask you: do you appreciate how significant
is it for you to make choices each day? Are you aware of
the choices that are available to you to make each day?
Do you comprehend that all of these choices will add greatly
to the elasticity of your mind to conform your thoughts
with that of your indwelling Mystery Monitor?
In
my human life I was confronted with many decisions that
impacted not only my life but that of my father’s
family—the rearing of my brothers and sisters, the
watchcare of my mother, the day to day decisions that opened
my mind to the Father’s presence as I sought to conform
my thinking to that of the Father’s. Difficult though
it is sometimes to discipline your unruly minds, know that
it is possible.
It
is by your rigorous decision-making that the beauty of
the Father’s thoughts and will for you can shine
through the darkness of your own limited understanding.
Gather your wits about you. You are enlarging a certain
intellectual capacity about you that will give your spirit
greater room within your mind to inter-associate new ideas,
experiences and feelings into a more unified and cohesive
depiction of the sum credits of your personality attributes.
Decision-making is not for the faint of heart. It is for
those faith inspired children who courageously accept that
living in faith means reaching out in life into the unknown
realms to the realms of adventure where experience is your
teacher and guidance comes to you in many ways and in small
increments. You must be tested through your decisions.
You must be tried over a period of time to know that the
fruits that you are yielding are true and not just a superficial
understanding of an idea.
As you ponder these words, find that place within you that
has the sincerity to ask: am I courageous enough to make
the decisions—these bold decisions about my life,
these honest decisions, and to look at my day as an opportunity
to make decisions? As you ponder these words, bring your
questions to me and I will share with you some of the experiences
that I gleaned from the humanness of my being.
Student: Thank you, Michael. The question is in line with
an opportunity to get to know someone who in so many ways
is appears to be capable of matching and partnering with
me in a ministry. Is there any guidance that you would
like to give me?
Michael: R, my son, you do well to approach this opportunity
with an open heart and to look at this budding relationship
as new in so many ways. You have had prior relationship
experience and there will be that experience brought into
this new relationship in terms thinking and feeling. But
what will be different for is now the openness to see a
person through different eyes, and to make no judgements
or assessments, but to love openly and to sense within
you if this is the match you have been desiring and anticipating.
Most of human life is built upon this precarious equation
of experiential memory to anticipated outcomes. You assess
the situations that you are in about what you have known
from the past and what your desired goals and objectives
are. So, in coming into this new relationship or in any
of your opportunities that present themselves, regardless
if it is personal relation or work relationship or service
relationship, be in that place of openness of heart. And
ask to see the truth and beauty begin to emerge from the
experience that you are enjoying. Then, after you have
amassed a certain amount of experience in this opportunity,
you will begin a greater appreciation if this the experience
that is going to nurture your soul or one that will not
bode well for you.
But
must be in that place of openness of heart and not assessment
at first, so what is true and what is true and
what is real and what is good has time to blend in your
soul, and give you a deeper meaning and a deeper appreciation
of what is actually occurring. If you bring this dynamic
into all the experiences as you live your life, you will
find a new way of living and dealing with your life’s
situations. Do you understand my meaning, my son?
Student: It seems that what you are saying that an openness
of heart is the touch stone. I need to continue to experience
whatever comes and then that openness will adjust the benefit
of continuing or not that activity or relationship or situation.
Michael:
This is the cornerstone of building your soul through
life’s experiences. So as you find that openness
within your heart, be of the idea that new meanings and
values will emerge if you can be clear and not having any
agenda or expectation and just letting the emergence of
the Father’s will create these new associations of
reality within you. I am not suggesting that this will
be altogether easy, so in that place of openness, you may
invite me in to help you maintain this posture of clear
reception. In time you will grow more confident of your
own ability to maintain that openness throughout all of
your experiences of daily living. Do not hesitate to invite
me and the presence of your Mother into that place within
your heart, so that you can be as clear and receptive to
the truth as possible at your particular stage of development.
Have you any other thoughts?
Student: I want you to know that I appreciative of and
receptive to what you have said and I intend to make the
most of the opportunity. I know that progress will occur
solidly, and I am quite hopeful and prayerfully preparing
on a moment by moment basis.
Michael: Enjoy this life more and more. If you are so
fortunate to master this openness of heart, you will have
a rich life indeed. And be in my peace, my son.
Student: Show me how to have the courage to use the full
mercy credits my inner spirit would want me to use. I get
intimidated at time. Teach me to increase the measure of
courage that I should be asking for.
Michael:
My dear child, the mercy afforded to you is well nigh
limitless. In rendering yourself submissive to doing
the will of the Father the mercy is continually renewing
itself within you, for Father’s ministry in your
mind is ever renewing you with advanced ideals and values
that make a strong and noble son of the Father. Mercy is
not something that you can go to the bank and cash in—it
is something freely given. And you earn it in a way. The
way is by following the will of the Father—whole
heartily, devotedly, unreservedly imperfect though you
may be in your approach in your understanding. So as you
ask me what can I do to earn these credits, I say to you;
as you are in the manner of making your decisions, predicate
these decisions with the words, ‘will this decision
be in conformity to the Father’s will for me?’
Before you make any decision, spend time in communion
and move forward when you feel a quickening within you
of Spirit. How will you recognize it? It will give a sense
of peace, and appreciation of greatness, a depth of understanding,
an expansion of love, and a clear alignment in a new reality
of truth expression within you that will ring very deeply
within your soul.
It
will take time for you to develop the patience to react
thoughtfully as the emotions quiet so the thoughts of God
are able to emerge more in your conscious mind, giving
you a steadiness of feeling and calmness of disposition.
You will see yourself moving and responding in a much better
fashion. Doing the Father’s will is the way that
you accumulate the grace and mercy that is continually
flowing into your being to bring you closer to the Father
as you ascend. What comments have you in this answer now,
my child?
Student:
I believe in your comments are perfect for me. I don’t
quite understand the courage; where does the courage
come? From concentration or an attitude of
meekness, a light heartiness?
Michael:
Courage is born of an unwavering loyalty and devotion
and conviction to doing the Father’s will.
To be of sincere heart in saying, ‘not my will, but
Yours be done.’ Once you have this increased loyalty
and devotion to doing the Father’s will, the courage
becomes an automatic response because you are filled with
such fervor that you can step out in the midst of oppressing
difficulty and be aligned with the Father’s action
moving you forward. Do you understand what this means now?
Student: I am getting a pretty clear picture of what this
means.
Michael:
Unswerving devotion to doing the Father’s
will, as you like to say, is the quickest way of spiritual
attainment. I say this to you with all lightheartedness
and Fatherly affection for I know your devotion and I honor
your commitment and I appreciate what you offer. In closing,
I say to you, be of good cheer as you continue to find
those places of will resistance within you. Let your devotion
and loyalty emerge more staunchly in your mind, and the
resistance will be nothing in comparison to your courage.
I leave you in my strength.
Student: I appreciate that profoundly.
Student:
I have been contemplating on the past few days or since
we last spoke about
what core beliefs or thought are keeping me or preventing
me from experiencing the fullness
of my being in all aspects of my life. Where might I possibly
be blind in my experiencing and living the Father’s
will of truth, love, beauty, joy. I know there is a belief
or some misunderstanding in my being that prevents me from
fully living from living through God in every moment. I
wish to have it removed from my being so I may experience
what you experienced on this earth.
Michael: What you now are experiencing, my son, are the
growing pains of deep soul expansion as the new growth
within you is uprooting the old ideas, the old thoughts,
the old feelings. Know that in time that which you wish
to achieve will yield the sum fruits that you desire. You
are, through your desires and decisions, growing into that.
Do you not see your own growth? (Yes, I do).
So
you have an appreciation of the time element that it
takes for the seeds that you have planted in your mind
of doing the Father’s will to take root and to spring
forth the most beautiful blossoms of personality expression
that you wish to become .
Go more deeply into your role as gardener in your own
life. What do you wish to prune, what do you wish to conserve
or cultivate? When you see the branch of thoughts within
you that are unlovely, call on your Mother to begin to
separate that from you. Call on me to plant you in the
new foundation that will cultivate that seed. And then
be patient, as all these seeds that you are planting within
you are now growing strong. They are beginning to emerge
but as you can see your garden is still not in full bloom
at all time. .
Do you wish to be in the full bloom of the spring in your
full personality? Then you must go through the periods
of pruning, cultivation, and rest. This will not occur
all at once. You have many years of dedicated cultivation
within you to enjoy. Do you not take care of your plants
with love and tender affection and caress? Why would you
not apply the same delicacy within your own being as you
grow more Father-like? Our hands work within you very gently,
very skillfully. Let us join hands with you as we emerge
your awareness of the process necessary that leads to Adjuster
fusion.
I long remember those days on Urantia when my yearnings
were like yours. It did me very well to cultivate this
attitude of easy-going patience in knowing that all things
were working to the good. And I know you have a very strong
conceptual awareness of this, but can you honestly say
that your experiential awareness has reached that same
height? (Not yet) I would commend you of all things now
to ask for, that your spirit continually convey to you
the necessity for patience, and to enjoy this quality more
and more, as you have adopted this appreciation for patience
for the flowers and plants that you care for. Your own
internal garden is much more beautiful, and so developing
this patience is something that you will increasingly come
to treasure and enjoy. Do you understand this?
Student: Yes, I do and there is a certain rhythm to it
all as well: a time to sow and a time to reap.
Michael: And a time for all of those potentials to assimilate,
congeal, blend, and grow. Enjoy the growing, it will be
with you for a very long time. And this is the beautiful
unfolding of the Father within you. I see you like that.
(Yes). This is good, and all is well within you. Have you
any other thoughts that you need to express this evening?
Student:
Just thoughts about my son. I have tried to sow some
seeds in about questioning his life: who he is and
his place in the universe and his purpose in life. He never
really thought about that and so I asked him if he wanted
to read any of my books that I have in my library. He said
he would think about it but did not think he could find
the answers in books. So when I went away, he did look
at some of the books I have: one was on meditation and
one was on altering you life. I am thankful that he is
pursuing these questions. I thank you for instilling that
in him because he is a very thoughtful human being, and
I know in his heart he desires to live the life that he
was created to live. I so much want him to experience what
I have experienced—to see through his own eyes.
Michael: And as a wise father, you know how the child
must find his own way. The words of encouragement and guidance
you offer are important, but let them be by invitation.
As you continue to pray for him, come into my being and
I will sow those seeds of truth within him each time you
focus your thoughts on him.
My
little ones, you are all growing and this pleases me
mightily. This is all we ask—that you continue to
grow; that you continue to make decisions that stimulate
your growth, that move you into new opportunities for creative
expression of the Father’s movement and life essence
through you. Each day see yourself less and less on your
own, for you are in reality in a dynamic partnership with
the very Source of all life. Each decision can be a collaborative
undertaking if you are so fortunate as to remember that
this partnership is yours—every moment of every day.
I understand
the difficulty of remembering. I know that your intention
is to increasingly use this dynamic partnership
in service to your fellows and for your own soul growth.
More and more expand your moments of stillness into those
moments of the day when you wish to choose, when you are
in those experiences that give you the capacity to do one
thing or another. Compose your thoughts, quiet your mind
and ask the Father’s thoughts to emerge. Right or
wrong, let yourself move from that place of honest inquiry
of sincere loyalty to letting the Father’s will move
you into that decision.
Practice this. You are not to be so concerned about whether
this was the right or wrong decision. That is not the essential
lesson of this evening. All we ask is that you make decisions
in conjunction with your Father Fragment, and you increasingly
come into that place where it would be unthinkable to do
this without your Father. This is all we ask of you. We
are here to guide you and to support you as you move forward
and gain greater enjoyment of living a dynamic and interesting
decision-rich life.
Grow strong, grow confident as you make these decisions,
for your capacity to increasingly interact with the Father
is what is expanding your awareness into the beauties of
living in the Spirit; in being with me and being with your
Mother. This is the life of the universe child that we
know you are becoming. So as you feel our love descend
upon you this evening, know that the container of your
mind that makes decisions will continually yield new thoughts
and new meanings and new appreciation for how beautiful
you are becoming. Good evening, my beloveds.
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