MICHAEL – APRIL
7, 2003
My greetings and my blessings upon you, my children.
This is Michael, your Creator Father and Brother
who addresses
you now as you open your hearts to receive me. My Spirit
of Truth—my voice within you—is speaking
words of comfort and upliftment to your soul. These reverberations
of my voice within you can stimulate new thought patterns
and quicken your emotions into a greater depth of peace
by placing your focus of attention in that place where
you call the heart center. It is not so important that
you feel my presence as it is that you have the desire
to resonate in the Spirit of Truth. By placing your awareness
in your heart center and asking me to speak within you,
I am able to convey that resonance deep within your soul
that will reverberate through you giving you a thought
impression of me and my love for you. It is your desire
to achieve greater recognition of the Spirit of Truth
within you that anchors you in relationship within me.
What is it of me that you desire will be conveyed by this
Spirit. Tonight it is my desire that the impressions that
reverberate through this Spirit of Truth now imprint upon
your soul more indelibly creating within you new ideations
and new feelings within you. Bring your awareness here
to your heart center; find that desire to know me, and
I will speak my love, my comfort, my truth into your soul.
Tender mercy, compassionate understanding, loving forgiveness
is all available to you now. Where do you need this? What
place in you where you harbor thoughts of ill will, confusion,
loneliness, despair do you need my loving resonance to
correct? Invite me into those places within you. Let me
heal them. Let me uplift you into my bosom and give you
peace.
The
generations of warfare within men’s souls is
gradually receding and will one day end. One day you will
reverberate so brightly with the light of truth as it pervades
not only the inward environment of your mind but also grows
more brightly over this planet. And so, my sons by coming
into me and asking me to resonate within you the light
of truth is able to envelop you, complete you, illuminate
you, and cast itself over you as your light spreads over
the world. So I ask you to never hold back in coming to
me that my light may shine through you more and more each
day as the translucent beauty of our Father’s love
permeates your being, sending His beauty out—out—out
into the world for all to see; the face of God shinning
in you.
My
children, what is the most important activity you can
have in the day? It is to allow my Spirit of Truth to shine
through you, and I ask you to hesitate no longer to come
into me so that I may shine through you. When you are in
doubt, when you are in confusion, what greater moment do
you have to come to me? This is the best time in your day
to turn within and say, “help me my life is wavering
and I need you to fan the flame of my faith to make me
shine brighter.” In so doing this you honor me more
by the mere recognition I am the light of the world and
you are my children. Hesitate no longer my children. I
will teach you each moment, each breath you take in. You
could potentially be breathing my peace by turning your
focus inward to me. It is more available to you in times
like these when you are gathered in truth in groups and
encircuited in my being. And so I ask you to investigate
within where you are still holding back in coming to me
more and more in the small moments of your day. So while
I am present now and more immediately accessible to you,
let your mind receive more consciously the words of comforting
advise that will help you achieve a greater inward focus
during your day by coming to me with those concerns you
have of why you are still facing difficulty in accessing
me in your own times. I am here to address your concerns.
Who would wish to begin?
Student: (Speaks of concerns regarding physical health.)
Michael: My son, I understand the concerns of your heart.
But have I not told you that your soul is of more importance
to me than your physical body? Should not your emphasis
be rightly placed in being with me?
Student:
Yes. I want to feel that relationship. I don’t
right now and it’s frustrating.
Michael: And because it is sensorially deprived to you,
you feel this urgency to stay attached in your physical
body to those symptoms that you are experiencing. Is this
not so? (Yes) And so, is this not your test of faith? Evaluate
in your mind what is more important to you now: the relationship
you share with me or maintaining this vigil on your physical
health. Which one do you wish to emphasize?
Student: The relationship with you.
Michael: I say to you, my son, that the full revelation
of myself within you will be a hard won to struggle due
to the limitations of your physical condition. But I am
here, and I am with you, and I am asking you now if you
are willing to keep on exercising your faith for you know
not yet of the strength you are gaining by this very test
of faith you are undergoing at this time
Student: I know that is true.
Michael: Are you willing to walk this path?
Student: I am willing.
Michael: Are you willing to follow me into those realms
where you no longer will have any control of what goes
on in physical vehicle? And so, if the body grows weaker
what will you say?
Student: That somehow I will trust you and your plans
for me.
Michael:Do you hold firm to this idea?
Student: Yes, I do.
Michael: Then let us seal this bond together that one
day you will be released. And I will stand before you,
and you will see me and you will know the validity in all
of the sensory perceptions available to you of my love
and my upholding of you. And so, I ask you now where is
your faith?
Student’s words were undetectable.
Michael: Do you trust me? That is all I ask. Do not shy
away from the difficulties of life on this planet. Go boldly
into the future fully affirmed that a better life awaits
you, and you will know with assurance that what you have
done in walking throughout this difficulty has been a great
inspiration and service to many individuals who know and
love you. And one day you will see the true meaning in
the struggle you face here. Can you wait for that time,
my son?
Student: Yes I can.
Michael: And you have my assurance that one day you and
I will sit down face to face and we will talk of our human
life experience together. I leave you in my peace.
Student:
Michael, I would like to speak with you now. Each day
I face again the challenges of guiding my children.
Each day I seem to fall back into that dark area of impatience
and frustration. Today I come to ask for your guidance—your
fatherly experience—so that I can move forward and
make progress in this area in guiding my children and teaching
them without anger and without frustration. My faith tells
me to continue to try to live by your promise that you
made to me that my desire for my family will one day come.
I need a little encouragement now it has been a very difficult
day. I do not wish to make the same mistakes that my father
made with me and I feel like I am doing that with my son.
And he will probably do it with his children. I wish to
break this lineage of father to son. I know I can only
do this with you. So I ask for your words of encouragement.
Michael: Raising a human will child is a task that requires
constant and consistent impressing upon those values and
behaviors that you as a parent exemplify for your child.
And as you say, you do not wish to repeat the mistakes
that your human father made. Those tendencies within you
will linger until you are fully divested from all of the
influences that you experienced as a child growing up in
your family. So it is by coming to me and asking that the
qualities that your father embodied may be overshadowed
by my fatherly qualities.
I encourage
you to find that place within you where you embrace this
opportunity to develop your own fatherly skills.
Take this into me and your Father in Paradise and be very
honest with yourself in asking, “have I fully embraced
this as this wonderful opportunity to learn and to teach
my son?” Many times human fathers have difficulty
in appreciating the wisdom of the love that is available
to you through this rigorous course of parenting. Do not
allow the discomfort you feel to diminish your enthusiasm
to carry on so. And I know that you answer me now in the
affirmative, but I ask you to go deeper into your heart’s
resolve and to find that answer within you that defines
the joy and boundless enthusiasm in approaching your parenting
responsibilities in this manner. I know you are up to the
task because you are sincere of heart, and it is all now
a matter of upping the ante in doing this within you.
Student: I will take your counsel into my heart and I
will honestly search for that place. I accept the challenge
with great joy and I will find it and keep moving on.
Michael: When you have found that place, if there is any
shadow of disagreement or distaste for this challenge you
only need to call on me. I will resonate that joy and opportunity
to grow within you; to feed you with the necessary resources
that you need to undertake the joyous privilege in raising
this soul whom you love so dearly. (Thank you) My peace
is upon you my son.
Student: Well, Michael, I dare to speak up now. This has
also been a very difficult day for me as it is turning
out maybe a very major turning point as well. Earlier this
evening when I spoke with my doctor and told her I wanted
to give up she stood 6 inches within my face and said what
would that look like very compassionately and I could not
give her an answer.
Tonight,
as we proceeded in this session I was setting here and
all of a sudden I realized that I think I have
been completely absent mentally from this room for maybe
30 minutes – I don’t even know. I noticed I
was listening to your counsel to my brother R, whom I call
Mr. Inspiration, and it appeared that the counsel you were
giving him could also apply to me, and that the counsel
that you had given my other brothers over here regarding
the difficulties day after day regarding the parenting
role in a way also applied to me, and that these repeated
challenges on the one hand physical and on the other hand
dealing with discouragement and the appearance of not getting
anywhere in an area that is really important.
So
having said all that I know it is for me to proceed and
if I answered the doctor’s question I suspect
it would look exactly like the no place I was in. The time
frame when I was sitting in this spot and then all of a
sudden realized time went by. So I can’t give up.
There is really no other place. This would be it or nothing.
I am just asking for the encouragement to proceed and the
strength and that joy that you are referring to. I have
got it but at times when I feel physically unwell and in
pain, I just have a hard time. Can you advise me now?
Michael:
My son, there comes a point in time in the development
of a healthy son of God to live in this state of equilibrium—in
balance—and that you see things in the proper prospective.
Is it conceivable in your mind that you could one day go
through the joys and difficulties of life in the same acceptable
light? That it is acceptable and desirable for me to undergo
hardships in the same way that it is acceptable and desirable
for me to undergo nurturing and uplifting experiences?
Student: Well, I am reminded about all those stories about
enlightenment. It is neither good or bad. It just is. So
I have been practicing that for a number of years already.
I guess I just keep wanting to know when is this going
to end. Sounds to me what you are saying is that I need
to become unattached to the idea that eventually it is
going to go away and that I should somehow accept that
it is not going to go away. It is as you say they are equal.
Michael:
They are equal but it is more than a matter of being
equal. They are both important to your soul growth–equally
important. Why must you undergo these rigorous challenges
you may ask? You will know in time. But you will not know
in the midst of it. You must outgrow the experience in
order to evaluate it in the proper prospective. In your
years of training you are encouraged to make no value judgement
on the good and bad experiences as being thus. I am encouraging
you to look at both of them equally positively, dynamically;
adding each in its own unique way to the overall strength
of your soul. The challenges of forging a divine soul out
of raw human material come at a price. That price is effort—struggle.
The price is accepting the evolutionary nature of effort
and struggle and overcoming the tension in the mind of
the effort and struggle with the joyful exhilaration of
knowing that you are forging this wondrous beautiful jewel
of a personality out of raw rough clay. And so, why would
a transitory difficult experience be any less valuable
or positive than the experiences that you find delightful
or pleasurable?
This
may sound somewhat challenging and puzzling, but I ask
you now to find that place within you—deep
within you—that is of this raw human nature, and
to say yes to the experience of slow evolutionary soul
growth and to accept the path that has been laid out before
you. Enjoy in appreciation. One day you will know the exquisite
gift that you offered to the Father of your faith and the
wisdom of His divine plan to guide to you to the very shores
of perfection on Paradise. Are you up to this? You have
said to me that you are. Now you must walk where you have
asked, but I am with you each moment; I am here to resonate
the strength within you. You are doing this with me. You
are not alone. So, in those times when you feel your attitude
wavering and you are feeling discouraged, come to me and
ask me to help you find the joy in the achievement, to
find faith in the uncertainty, and to find pleasure in
the disdain. And I know that when you are in the final
analysis scrutinizing your soul, you will say yes.
Student: I am feeling somewhat better already. I saw you
in the face of the doctor today. You have such exquisite
compassion, love, and divinity I know that guidance and
protection was there and that this was another opportunity
to get exposed to the lesson that is of a deeper level.
I do see a lot of gifts coming in many ways and the wisdom
in your words are exquisitely evident. So your offer for
me to ask you to help me find that spot within me of strength
to go beyond...well you are already doing it, so I really
enjoy speaking with you in the same time as I am feeling
the pain.
Michael: And so are all of you becoming quite men among
men of whom I am indeed proud to call my sons. And so my
peace upon you, R. Each day as you walk draw this peace
around you.
Student: I cannot imagine anything better.
Student:
Michael, I don’t know where to start or
stop once I get going. It is good hearing your voice and
it has been comforting these last couple of weeks having
you alongside me. You know I have felt the need to pay
attention to the war. Part of me is over there with my
friends, my family, and I have an understanding of even
some small part of what is happening just from my experience
from the military and that whole strength language that
they speak. I have not the faintest idea of what is happening—it
is so beyond comprehension. It seems such a meat grinder.
It is beyond anybody’s position or choice. It seems
right next to each other the most amazing kind of love.
We speak rather openly about spirit right next to the most
unimaginable and obscene kind of things people are doing
to other people. I just don’t know what to say, Michael,
but I thank you for being with me through this. I feel
we need as many citizens of this country to know what they
are doing. I do not know how to evaluate this situation.
I pray that you keep my heart and mind open and I pray
that it is all the Father’s work. I trust your hands
are big enough to hold it all.
Michael: Peace on this world will not come about until
men are ready to lay down their weapons and embrace the
truth of the fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of men.
Religious wars will be fought. Political ideologies will
shift until such time as men grow weary in their hearts
of the struggles between countries and religions, political
system and ideas, and embrace one another in unity and
understanding. And it is so very normal that you, as an
awakened son of the Father, recognize this dark contrast
living as a son of God and living in these brutal and primitive
ways.
The
Father’s plan from your perspective looks very
harsh indeed. It is overwhelming to a small human soul
to understand the bigger picture, to appreciate the wisdom,
to trust in the patience that is required to forge a perfected
reality out of such harsh origins. Do you not think my
heart wept as I looked over the depravity that I saw on
this sphere as I walked as a human? And so I did. And it
is, in a very human sense, a vale of tears.
You
are feeling the pressure. You are feeling—you
are experiencing in a very palpable way the pressures of
the evolutionary struggle. Are you able to withstand this
pressure? It will grow more intense until people are willing
to change, to seek for the Father in their souls. What
you see as sadness, from the higher perspective is the
catalyst for rebirth; for a resurgence of the spirit long
suppressed within the hearts and minds of man to spring
forth. Can you stand the pressure? Are you willing to walk
with me as the pressure increases? You have all shared
your challenges and frustrations tonight. Are you willing
to walk through this with greater faith? In knowing that
the divine plan is slowly being installed? It is you, my
sons, who are installing it by your choices to live in
faith, and to come to me to resonate the light of truth
deep within you. Do you have the resources within you to
withstand the pressure?
You know the answer is yes! Now is the time to share with
me more of each day so that I can weave more strength,
more courage, more conviction, more stamina into you so
that the light within you grows and beckons to those starving
souls yearning for relief. Who will activate these people?
It is you. Only by feeling this pressure will you realize
that it is your Spirit that nourishes you. There is no
other sustenance that can sustain you.
I know
that these words you speak are indicative of a trusting
heart, and it is good to give voice to them. For
in your yearning I enter in and will help you to see the
wisdom of the Father’s plan. Do you not think that
I questioned this myself at times in my human life? And
so, you have only to ask me to share those experiences
that I had as a human that will lead you to greater insight
into accepting the Father’s plan. And not only accepting
it, but to relish it, and to honor it, and to be awed by
it in its complexity in its perfection, in its wisdom in
all of its depths.
One
day when you are on high and ready to go out into the
universe as administrators, you will be so thrilled
at the grandeur of this plan—that all of your evolutionary
struggles will seem like exquisite treasures; and you will
have such love in your heart to share with to the worlds
you will administer. So as this pressure builds within
you, think of what you are doing within yourself. Just
like the carbon deep within the mine one day becomes the
diamond; that undergoing the pressure changes and the crafting
and allowing the light to shine through the facets, you
too will be this gem, just as this world will one day will
the jewel of all the universe. What say you to this?
Student: Amen. Let it be so Michael. What hurts me most
of all is the deadness of soul. I must have the courage
to be naked and very tender.
Michael: And in that tenderness are you treated gently
and carefully. As you gain strength, the exquisite boundless
creative potential will spring forth and you will be one
more faucet of truth to this hungry world. My peace I leave
upon you.
Michael,
I have been feeling this pressure the last few days and
yesterday I treated myself gently because I felt
like I had been accommodating people – being there
for them and I was being rewarded – people just taking
and taking from and not giving back. Then the other evening
insulted me and I reacted and I just went off. And so I
ask of you when you were on this planet when was enough
enough? When was turning the other cheek no longer appropriate?
There is a part of me that does not want this person in
my life anymore. I feel this tremendous pressure. How do
I find that balance between the job and the difficulties
of the day? When is enough enough?
Michael:
Forgiveness, compassion, understanding—these
are infinite and eternal qualities of our Father. When
you become depleted in spirit—you know or you sense
deep within the deprivation, you must replenish yourself.
The very experience where you sense not the understanding,
quiet your mind and gain composure so that you can be feed.
But the quantity that you are able to receive is conditioned
upon your growth status. You will not be able to achieve
a perfection of availing yourself of the full capacity
of your Father’s love and understanding; you are
still very young in your reservoir amount. The boundaries
of your capacity are growing ever wider through each of
your experiences. There are times when you will feel more
amenable to growing through these challenges and to extending
more mercy and compassion in a loving and risk-full way.
And it is your choice now to exercise your options in what
is your standard: Whose standards do I choose? Where will
I put my faith and trust? Where will I place my value?
It is good to test (unfortunately, tape ran out)
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